Welcome to my life

2010-08-15T18:01:00.001+08:00

Back from HongKong :)
will update when I am done unpacking my room & stuff.
stay tuned. xoxo.

Great Day

2010-08-02T18:33:00.002+08:00

Had a great day today with Mummy & Gran.
Was kinda lazy to actually get out of my bed this morning, woke up and realised Mummy was sleeping. But then again, I still got out and we fetched Gran from her block. Drove over to ECP Sushi Tei & had what I have been craving for - Sukiyaki :)
I think most of you should know what it is because sukiyaki isn't really an unknown thing to those who eat jap food right? Basically, its beef in a hotpot.
I think I am gaining weight (which I am actually) and tell myself repeatedly that I need to lose weight. But guess what? Straight after lunch, I headed over to Giant with Mummy to top up snacks for home's use. -.- Great.
Shopped around for a crop top at cotton on, and Gran bought it for me. Happy ttm :)
I am off to blogshopping even more & prolly look around for an affordable mp3. Me going to HK and I don't want to not have music you see :( Daddy refused to give me his ipod.

If you know of any cheap mp3s, give me a tag pls? Tyvm.

MOTHER EFFING PISSED

2010-07-31T22:43:00.002+08:00

I am here to post because I am effing pissed off.
Straight after work and I decided to check my blog, after work ok? Which means I am kinda effed up having to stand for 10hrs and to deal with the worst & most hypocritical colleague ever. And then I decided to come home and just checked my blog, and guess what?

MY STUPID TAGBOARD HAS THIS STUPID ADVERTISEMENT THAT ADVERTISES IMPLANTS AND LIPOSUCTION.

Idk wth is this man. If its a person who's typing this, please read ENGLISH and read the fact that I do not approve of advertisements there. Tyvm.
If cbox has this stupid bug and virus, Imma gonna switch to something else better.
Pisses me off only.
Sorry I needed to rant. kthx bye.

Tired and stressed

2010-07-30T12:52:00.003+08:00

Things haven't been going nicely, smoothly.
Problem after problem and I guess I just don't wanna wash my hands in them. I am just thankful I have a great family & great everything else.
Sometimes, bothering too much on things that doesn't concern you, people tend to take you for granted and then find that you are way too nosey. Sometimes when you speak the truth, people tend to say you are telling lies. Sometimes when you care too much, people say you don't. Sometimes you think that they grew up but then you are proven wrong time and time again. Have you experienced such things before?

Thanks to Jolyn♥ for telling me how life is like this, how life is so cruel and for Daniel (who's in NS) for being there for me. I love you both ttm! :)
I guess I just need to look on the bright side. Life is full of passing phases and when one phase ends, the other starts. I can't wait to start school and just have a new start for everything in my life. I've learnt alot, I have grown up.
I don't care. I am good.
I am living for myself for now on.
Amen.

Another random post.

2010-07-26T10:30:00.003+08:00

Before I begin, did anyone go to Jay Chou's concert? :(

I saw some thing online saying that there was a long queue for jay chou's autograph at bugis. BUGIS LEH. FML. I was working there like almost everyday and I never go queue for his autograph. FML.

Can anyone tell me how the concert went? Or maybe I should buy a next month copy of teenage magazine. I believe they will tell me the scoop. Teeeheeee.

Work was horrible ytd. Ytd was horrible. Many things happened, and 'nuff said.

I just hope he's alright. Sighs.

Yenn left halfway after work saying that she cannot stand that stupid idiot colleague of mine 'cus it was her turn to partner with her. And like omfgxz, I was stunned.

I should just go and bathe shouldn't I?

Out later.

xoxo.

End of the week

2010-07-23T11:43:00.002+08:00

Hey you.
Its Friday today and that actually means that the weekends are coming :( But the weekends are not really normal weekends for me 'cus I have work and that sucks. Actually working is fun for me. I get this thrill when a customer buy like tons of things from me, but my colleague (who's 48 this year) is driving me crazy. !#$%^@&
Its like she makes me do all the packing up, cleaning up, displaying and whatsnot whilst she counts the cash. YES, let me say this. COUNT CASH. she can count cash for like a few hours lah. Slow pea brain. -.- AND she nags like an old lady, saying I do this not correct do that not correct. Hey woman, that shop isn't your shop and you are not in charge of it. Why act like you're a manager? Sickening -.- Effing pissed off. I can't wait for her to resign.

In the meantime, I am only holding on because of the money I can get. $.$
Is anyone visiting me over the weekend? :(

2010-07-19T13:55:00.002+08:00

Sorry to all. I haven't been blogging as much. I am really really sorry :(
I keep telling myself I want to blog, I need to blog but then I am just so lazy to log on to like.. BLOG.
Have been working the past few weeks, on off on off. And every off day, I am either spending time with my family, out having coffee and shopping with my girlfriends or with my babyboy♥. Many things happened lately and I think there isn't enough space to list it all out. But I am having a great time now, everything's changed and back to what I want it to be. New start, new chapters in life. I am darn happy. I feel like putting formspring as so many people using but then I feel like I don't have time to blog lah.

Mummy says I need a laptop for my university term and I think there's this IT fair in sept right? So I guess I'll be getting one lappie soon :( I need a lappie.
Can't wait to start getting my pay so that I can shopshopshop. Been eyeing lots of things lately, clothes heels bags. blahblahblah. Until babyboy♥ says that I shop too much and I should stop cus I have two cupboards worth of clothes ALONE. This is crazy.
There's this really cute application in facebook lah! Jubeat mini version. I am addicted to it. Changed my blogskin and I think that's about it. Off to slack. K thx bye.

p.s Keep those tags flooding in people. :(

Finally off day!!

2010-05-09T16:53:00.003+08:00

Phew, finally today's off day :(
I feel so exhausted having to work almost everyday, but then its not that tiring. At least I get to sit down as and when I feel like, go toilet and eat when I want to. Don't have to stand the whole day, smile like one goondoo and all that. So thank god for my job :) Plus, the boss super nice. Like super duper nice. Happy me. A funny thing happened ytd, some girl bought an $18 bag from my shop and then paid everything in coins -.- I almost died counting, as bad as counting stock. -poouts

Today's mother's day and happy mother's day to all mothers out there !
Had lunch with mummy dearest at Parkway, and then shopping at cotton on. Spent like $60+ in one receipt, omfgxzc :( I think next time I shouldn't get a credit card because I bet my bills sent to my house will be as long as a toilet roll everyday. And then I will die of heart attack. This month's a happy month cus my boss agreed to pay me weekly, so I don't have to worry and feel guilty much :(
Next week took a few offs, to accompany my family and to catch up on my social life. :)

Any good music to introduce? :(

Replies
To Joan - Hello girlf, I miss you so much :( HAHA. Sorry for the late reply.
To Passer - Why do you need to know?
To Anon - No -.-
To Jou - Hey babe, thanks so much for your encouragement :)
To Yvette - Hey chiochio :)
To derrick - ?

Workwork (short update)

2010-05-07T09:48:00.002+08:00

Been working like a mad dog. Morning 11am to 10pm. And best of all, that place is not even town nor near my home. Its at freaking woodlands :( Everyday take 168 until I happy. And each bus ride is like an hour plus plus plus :( Minus the bumpy ride due to the driver's lousy skills.
Made friends with the girl at the next door pushcart :)
Off to work naoz again :(
Bye.

Shall reply tags when I am a little bit more free k? :)

JOB INTERVIEW

2010-04-30T09:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's interviews were such a killer, I swear. See, this is the thing about being jobless. Not working at that nana's shit shop at far east anymore. That effing bastards don't have the decent courteousy to actually tell me that they are alright with me quitting. I totally hate that motha-f-ing shop. Sourced the newspapers and the net for more jobs. Ferragamo called me and offer me an interview chance, but I haven't told them I am up for it yet. The working hours are like shit for part timers, 6 days a week. At least those I interviewed for says at least 3 days can already. teehee. Trying it out though.

Met Dumb Boy ♥ yesterday. Ate Yoshinoya and played Jubeat and walked around TM. Nothing much (like usual) but its still okay :)

p/s - I'm in love with a pair of nude cotton on pumps :(

Replies
To Derrick - Silver Ocelet I think.
To Passer - There are 16 keys on the machine. And when each key lights up, you just press accordingly to its sequence.
To Anon - Updated.
To Yingjiiezz, Cheryl - Hello Sister :)
To Sheena - I hope you really do :)

Finally Working :)

2010-04-21T11:22:00.003+08:00

with credits : http://www.google.com/

Two days I haven't been posting. 'Cus I wasn't at home much of the day. Been going out and out :D I'm starting my first day at work today, eggcited to the max. First time working at far east plaza. Jon even jokingly text me the other day and said I would prolly shop more than I work. And I made a bet with him that I wouldn't. I will force myself to stay in the shop whole day :(

I think I'm going to be busy like this weekend too because I am working. I don't even know where chinatown point is. Where is it?

Watched Kickass with dumb boy ♥ yesterday. Its an M18 show (I never really figured it out), not a bad show actually. Rating 3.5/5. :)

So all those who aren't 18, you might wanna consider buying the vcd when its out or smth. The actions are really cool :)

I am really happy because my jubeat skills have improved tremendously already. Can pass extreme songs and I beat tht dumb boy ♥ in Bass 2 Bass. Heh.

Will be busy with my own stuff, so I doubt there is even time to meet up with tht dumb boy ♥ :( Sigh.

Ciao.

Replies

To Psby - You're welcome.

To Guest - Yeah okay.

To Charmaine - HAHA. I am just pretty blur when its early in the morning la. :(

To 梵 - I'm sorry. Just ain't in the mood the past few days. Idk why.

To Jou - Hey babe. Thanks so much. My hair is pretty normal. HA.

To Passer - Thanks.

What a weekend (NO PICTURES NO PICTURES)

2010-04-19T09:24:00.004+08:00

Heyhey. Here to blog. Just a little reminder, I may not blog frequently but I will still blog luh :) Recently just found a job at far east orchard, one of the retail shops. And that would mean I'll have lesser time to blog. Because boring life already, seldom going out. Heh.
Haven't collected my pay cheque from Emit for my commission and I feel like doing so later on. See how it goes luh. Yenyee said that they emailed her regarding some bullshit freelance thing, but I didn't receive any email. Haha. So I'll just step one blur and pretend that email never existed. Everybody's leaving that place already, so no fun working there anymore.
Never take any pictures this weekend, cus I'm lazy. Okay, thats a partial reason. I always take pictures with my lollipop phone, cus got internal and external camera. Easier to cam whore with people. But then I cannot find the damn cable after searching the entire box. Found a small little cd instead, wanted to install into this laptop and I realised its a netbook, so no cd hole -.-
So end up, every picture I take must bluetooth to my E63 phone and then use cable upload to com and then upload to blogger. Super lazy lah! Gahs.

Weekend was pretty relaxed.
Saturday - Home > Yishun (Bro's friend's party) > Northpoint (Shop) > Home > Grandma's > NUS guild house (dinner) > Home
Chionged to alot of places right. I almost felt car sick in the car. Bought a pair of cotton on flip flops in northpoint. The sizes all so big, Then I realise my actualy size was 34/35. -.- But ahiyah nevermind. At least I donated $1.50 to their charity water thingy. Heh. Boring party, cus everybody's like 6 years younger than me. I was 13 once anw. Nua-ed down there whole day. Boo.
Sunday - Church > East Coast Park (lunch) > Home > Grandma's> Home
The east coast park was a disappointment. Tell me semi ala carte buffet but then the dishes for unlimited servings were like shit. Okay maybe except the potato wedges. The main course was like so minimal :(

I neeeeeeed to go out and have fun before I start work :(
Expecting my two clothes I bought from blogshop to arrive anytime this week. Eggcited to the max. :D
And my dumb boy ♥ is sick. Poor thing. Take care, love ♥ :(

Replies
To Psby - I'm assuming you're the same psby. You guys should start commenting with names. But anw, I dyed it at Roxy Square, somewhere near Parkway. Whole head is prolly about $90, for my hair length.
To Sheena - I see, cheer up okay? Look at things on the bright side :)
To zz - Okay?
To Marcus - Hi dumb boy ♥ :) Yeah I won't . Already found a job which seems pretty slack to me. Try try and see how it goes yeah? And you take care!
To Celine - Hey, and why do you envy me? Thanks anw.
To Guest - Audi, used to. Dota, no.
To Charmaine - Okay yeah i almost forgot bubu :( I thought you wanted to change your nick. HAHA. But anw, I speak sense not nonsense k :(

ELLLLLL-OH-VEEE-EEE

2010-04-16T09:28:00.003+08:00

With credits : http://www.google.com/

Sorry peeps. Was kinda busy the past two days, out & about. And by the time I get home, I just get so lazy to on the com and start blogging. Been sourcing the net & the newspapers for jobs but no news given back to me. :(

So what happened to me the last two days? I shall do a short update. But I got a feeling my short update will turn out to be pretty wordy. So bear with me k.

Wednesday, which was two days ago. Went out with that dumb boy ♥ to dhoby :)

Watched "Date Night". Rating 3/5.

Its pretty cliche and all that. Hilarious with the witty comments but then again, kinda boring. No choice, there wasn't any other show to watch. -pouts-

Off to watch people play jubeat and I tried as well. I improved okay! omg. Just that I feel so noob with all the professionals around. :(

Walked around whilst eating my fav yoghurt :) I'mma happy girl tht day! Heh.

Ytd. Jaye asked me to help out with work for the day. And since I need money, so why not right? Afterall, I've got nothing much to do. Chatted at PLMGS with Jolyn the whole day, playing hangman and all. The time pass friggin fast lah. I love it :) I can't wait to get my pay k.

I'm currently listening to m2m songs. Vintage I know. I think I was like a teeny weeny midget when they debut. But then again, the songs very nice. :(

OHHH-MY-PRETTTTTY-BOYYYY. k stop it.

I'm going off for another interview again. Wish me all the best k.

Idk why you have to show me that kind of attitude.

I don't think I actually owe you a living, nobody does.

I'm bearing with it, but everyone has a limit.

Good luck, my friend.

Replies

To Psby - I dyed it to blond copper/ or golden copper.

To Annabel - I agree.

To celine - Nope. I am waiting for entry to the university. Thanks :)

To Charmaine (L) Bobo - Hi bobo :) And why are you mia-ing? Yeah, finally got the time to blog. Haha. Missed my blog didn't ya?

To Anon - Thanks dear.

To Marcus - Happy 5th Monthsary dumb boy ♥! :)

2010-04-14T10:13:00.001+08:00

Happy 5th Monthsary dumb boy !♥

SHOPPENG WITH M :D

2010-04-13T10:26:00.002+08:00

Not much pictures taken though. But still, I'll upload them.

So I waited for this woman for like idk how long. 'Cus she had an errand to run, sat in the mrt like a kuku looking & staring at people. Saw this little baby in a pram. Omgee, super cute.
Walked arnd Plaza Sing myself for awhile before M came. And when she came, I was like friggin tired.
Pomo > Jap Food Court > Orchard Far East > Bugis.
Actually, We intended to play pool or smth (since we're both noobs) at pomo as it was only like $4.80 an hour at that time. But the whole place was like full of people, then ah forget it. I bought my mesh bag (like finally) from far east. :)
Job Hunted and asked around for alot of jobs. Hopefully at least ONE of them will friggin hell call me :(
By the time I actually reached home, I am damn motha tired. :(
SO. I am not going out today. Am gonna laze around and sleep at home till I happy.

The girl in yellow pants is Jocie Guo. Saw her at city square the other time, If you rmb that I mentioned it before.

p/s I love my hair colour :3

Another Start of the weeeeeek

2010-04-12T10:03:00.002+08:00

Its mid April and kinda weird to see everyone around me having school. Those in secondary schools, my ex JC ppl, ITE students and now, even poly students-to-be who have had been having 6 months holiday are having school already. And here I am, rotting at home blog shopping my day away. Its painful. I should be finding a job, but then again, nobody's replying my emails. :(

I'm in love with these m)phosis tote bags like since forever. And I can't find a good deal for it. Last I rmb, when I went shopping with Baby♥ in Orchard weeks ago, I saw one @ $22 at far east. Not sure if they still have it. Does bugis still have it at this price? :(

Damn Chio right? I know. :D
And like I think I'm super suaku. Bought my LG Lollipop phone in march. The pink one. Jolyn kept insisting there's this red one that is even more chio than mine. -pouts- But Singapore doesn't sell it apparently. So AHA, who cares. HAH.

And this phone is LG phone, which means the battery life is like shit sometimes. Since I keep using it all the time. And since I dropped my mp3 player into the toilet water (FYI. NOT THE TOILETBOWL), it has been dead ever since. Even tht dumb boy♥ tried to revive it and it couldn't like wake up y'know. I can't live without music right? SO... My old phone has been converted into my mp3 player. Suaku i know. I've been going out with 2 phones everyday. People think I'm so rich. 2 SIM with 2 phones. Wteff. I've made it a point to save save save for an ipod. Even Daddy has an ipod for free. Jealous ttm.

Imma off to bathe, prepare and change soon after munching on food at home.

Out with Marian later! :D happy, can't wait.

kthxbye.

Sunday Joy!

2010-04-11T22:26:00.002+08:00

Its been a while since I blogged. So I shall start blogging, like finally. I didn't know my little darlings find it a daily entertainment :)
I think working has pretty much changed my life in a way. I get money, so I go out, smtimes never think and then I spend like water. Its bad, very bad. Marian and I have been calculating how much we can withdraw in a week. I tell myself only around 70bucks a week. But everytime I go out, its not shopping, means its movie. And I withdraw until happy :(
Somebody shld just confiscate my posb card for like a few months or smth lah. No joke.

Weekend's not too bad. Its pretty good actually.
Lazy to do a detailed update about it, so summarising it all. Saturday was out for Fish & Co Dinner at Parkway with Joel, Daniel, Steve, Joyce, Jolyn, Jon & Baby♥. Something cropped up but eventually solved in the end, shan't mention about it. More talk about army stuff & I went home with baby♥ like an hour before midnight or so. Then today's church and off-to-hunt-for-good-food-with-parents-day! :) Ate Uncle Sam's Claypot at City Square today and Jocie Guo was like there promoting her album. Not bad lah, one of her songs. Wanted to shop but then again, I realised my money must stay there in my account and not move :(
Dinner at Sushi Tei again later and then Ice Cream's Chef. Sinful, very sinful.

I think I'm pretty dumb. I didn't know my current laptop is a netbook, which meant that I don't have this cd hole where I can put cd inside. I've been trying to stuff cds in every hole I could find in this damn notebook. :( So Now, I can't install the LG shit thing 'cus I don't have the cable to upload photos from my phone. DAMN.
I shall find more jobs and kill time. Introduce me more dvds also luh. If there's nothing to do, I sure blogshop again. And there goes my money :( Mummy's been telling me to stop shopping. Even blog shopping also cannot k! Help :(

k I shall log off soon and lepak on my bed :)
Waiting for tht dumbo's call ♥.
Nights. xoxo.

2010-04-11T18:47:00.002+08:00

Back to post.
Blog reopened ! :)
Will be back to post again as promised.

Meanwhile support my blogshop!
your-retailhaven.blogspot.com!

Happy Chinese New Year Peeps!

2010-02-15T22:16:00.003+08:00

Its again the season of the year, Chinese new year.
Time to take out the clothes that you have bought weeks ago and left in your wardrobe to collect the dust.
Time to clear out old things and clean up your room which you haven't cleaned in months.
Time to eat eat eat and then whine about putting on a few kg after the season's ended.
Time to be like a kid again and scream with laughter when you see firecrackers, chingay parades and fireworks :D
OF CUS..
Time for the angpows. Who will forget this? HAHA.
Everyone huat ah! :D

Not forgetting, HAPPY BELATED 3RD MONTHSARY MY DEAR BOY! ♥
That stupid asshole's in msia, play until so happy until I think he don't want come back :(
I miss him.

Reply of Tags
Anon - Thanks, dear, for your support :)
Reyrey - Hello darling :D
weijie - Hahas. :)
Charmaine - Bubu :( You suck, you were supposed to spend time with your loved ones. Winkswinks :(
G.A - SEBAST! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ THE PREVIOUS POST FOR YOU :(
Marcus - Since when are you not lazy baby? :3 Go msia forget come back lah :( Quickly get your backside back in singapore. I love you baby.

Sebast! READ THIS!

2010-02-13T13:16:00.002+08:00

To sebast,
Hey where have you been? Leave your email/contact number and i'll contact you okays? :( there's so much to tell and ask you! :(

To those cyber bitches who have no names :)

2010-02-08T09:23:00.002+08:00

Just something short from me, cyber dogs.
You hate me because you're just jealous of what I have and am enjoying
I know deep down, you love me. :)
In case you forgot what name your mama gave you, try to rmb it okay? You don't wanna be deemed as the stupidest person on earth to forget your name yeah? :)

Hi im back to visit my dead blog. I will revive it once my peak period is over. Been sacrificing alot of things for this job :(
Transportation cost, food cost, no-time-to-sleep cost, my social life cost and cannot-meet-my-beloved-baby cost :(
But its okay, I met baby for cny shopping on sat. Mwa haha.
Met baby at around 11am ++ and then off we headed to Orchard. Crowded, yes. Hot, yes. I was like super moody that the weather was killing me. Chicken pie. Shopshopshop and i bought this lacy dress i've been eyeing for weeks :D imma happy girl. Baby helped me carry my shopping bags and my heavy bag and waited for me to finish doing my french manicure. :) I think he's like super sian must wait so long but he still waited. Ok, i love you idiot :3
And the funny thing about this idiot was that he tried to blow my fingers to shorten the waiting time. HAHA. Anw, i still love him :)
And now, im back to working. Stupid. I miss my baby.

Reply of Tags
~miu - Omg. bubu, you're the only person who understands me :(
Marcus - Hi my dumb baby, i updated. what about you ? :( I miss you lah. Work then can have money to shop what! :D
Passerby - Thank you.
Lisa - Okay will de! :D
Ahsam - Okayokay, relinked :)
Weijie - Okay. take care .
Sayang - I wished for cny to come too :(
G.A - ya i was there. you are?

Studying is tough, Working is tougher :(

2010-01-30T10:54:00.002+08:00

Hello you all.
I think my blog's pretty much dead. There's so much happening in my life recently. Staying in the office with my hilarious colleagues and doing all the saikang that our management gave us till late at night and then sharing cabs home. Seriously, I think the transportation allowance is not enough at all :( wait, there isn't even transportation allowance in the first place lah!
So I've been busy at work, busy with the sales promotion that our company is having and busy with going out, meeting up with M and with baby.
Baby's birthday just passed also, and we had a great time :)

Okay idk what else to blog. this few days or weeks will busy with work luh. Gah
I love baby

Mind - effed

2010-01-14T09:26:00.002+08:00

Firstly, before I begin updating this super super dead blog. I would like to say..
Happy 2nd monthsary baby! :)

Loads of thing happened in my life actually, and i don't think one blog post would be enough to fit in every update. Been going out with my bunch of funny colleagues and baby, to different things and events. Super busy that I haven't been actually staying home much for dinner except perhaps sundays? Working is even more tough, with so much up my neck. I've got so much to complain, but i keep complaining till i am alright right now.. But then, I think i've learnt alot through working experience, like seriously :)
And baby himself has been experiencing some problems, but all those made him learn and grow up. And I am glad he feels like he has been thinking deeper alrdy.
M, Shi fei, kelmen, shermin tohhhh, if you are reading this, we need to GO OUT! :(
We haven't been going out. -pouts

Cute right? Our 2nd monthsary present baby gave me. :)
I insisted on taking the mickey la, but he say if he take the minnie, he's one chao ahgua. Okay fine, so i take the minnie :)
Im damn effing exhausted, going off for work later. Can someone tell me lee jaejin isn't an chao ahgua? :( Why do everybody say he is? I like him okay and ft island is coming to singapore on 29th jan! :D me want go take their autograph. Wahaha.

I love you lah, jaejin <3>
And of course, -coughs- you too baby :B

Reply of Tags
Passerby - Thanks.
Xiaocute - Hi, i linked you alrdy :)
Fann - Hello cake shop slaveeee. how are you doing?
~miu - Hi bubu, i relinked alrdy. And you know what? Anything just confide in me k? Cheer up, life isn't all about r/s. :)
Marcus - Baby relinked :)
Oddy - Which part of bugis are you working at?

Busy.

2010-01-06T09:06:00.002+08:00

Kinda tired and f-ed up this whole week. Think im having a major pms or something. Idk.
Running up and down during work, majorly depleting my transport fare. Sucks.
Thinking of shopping today, but then boss never give me my pay. Idk why the hell they are holding my pay back also. So Idk whats the point of having an off day without money -.- zzz
Ah forget it, I am in a friggin bad mood lately.

I am never happy at where I am. You complain that I never put in any effort to make things better, but then why would i when I never feel happy doing it? Whatever. Im sorry, things will never be the same again.
I miss my brother suddenly. :(

Reply of Tags
Sayang - Drink honey, although I never abide by it, but i heard it works :)
Marcus - Hi baby, yeah I tagged alrdy okay? I am such an obedient person :D And drink honey ! Keep saying you strong, my ass. :B
Cherie - Who are you?
Sherry - Hi baobei! :D
Shi Fei - Hi darling, haven't you gone out at all? haha. Rotting and hibernating at home eh? Thats bad cus you will gain weight! :D Suresure, when are you heading to China?
~Miu - Hi bubu, you never even tell me when you have holidays!

SORRRY NO PEEKCHURES

2010-01-02T20:01:00.002+08:00

happy new year everybody! :D

Whats your new year resolutions for this new 2010? Like omg its 2010! :o
I don't know much about mine, maybe until my results come out, which is like forever. I hope it forever doesn't come out :( I don't want it to ever ever come out.
So anw, been busy working as per usual. Posted to different schools. Been to VS and Chung Cheng to promote magazines. I swear some parents can be so effed up leh. Really. LIKE uber effed up. But nevermind, bear and grin it for the money k :)

Short and sweet update, lazy to elaborate. Rah.

New Yr's Eve (31st dec)

Work in the morning and nobody was in VS. Waste my effing time.
Home the whole day, slept cus I was sick :(
Party at night, Jiawei and co came to our house.
Countdown :)

New Yr's Day (ytd)

Out with Baby to town. Shopshop eat eat. Jalanjalan, yes thats about it. HAHAHA.
AND.. Im paying adult fare naoz :( No more student's concession. shit siah.

Today... Home and then off to meet M for like slacking and lunch after her interview and all. Hope you get your job, M :) Baby was with us too. K im tired, at gran's now. I shall slack outside. My throat hurts like crap :(

Reply of Tags
Passerby - No
Joyce - Haha, thanks I will. Goodluck for your new job :)
Melinda - No we won't :)
Sayang - Haha, why you sigh? Are you sick too?
Marcus - Hi baby, don't know who say he is strong. What rubbish :3
Shi Fei - Hey dearie, you know what? I missed you like crap. How have you been? :) Yep, I relinked you.
Irwin - YO!
Yujing - Hey chiochio :)

Had a fantabular X'mas break?

2009-12-27T16:00:00.002+08:00

Hello you earthlings, first's up, have you had a fantabular christmas break? :)
I hope you did, cus I did.
Been busy working before x'mas, going to different secondary schools and promoting some magazines. But sales wasn't too bad lah, I hope I get alot of commission and that means more money. Woohoo.
I shall do a proper update now on what I have been doing during the long christmas holiday 'cus my dear baby's been bugging me to update update. Rah. I wanna rape him :3

24th Dec (Xmas Eve)
Stayed at home in the morning, and then prepared after lunch, went down to meet baby at bedok interchange first. Baby keep disturbing me and asked "whose wedding dinner?" -.- Wtf.
So.. Mrt-ed down to town area and everywhere's freaking crowded. Like everywhere I swear. Bought tickets for the movie Sherlock Holmes (nice movie, everyone should watch it!), and found somewhere to slack whilst waiting for the show to start. I had bad blisters on both of my legs cus of my stupid pumps. And bad baby grabbed my legs and insisted on changing my plasters for me. End up I kept digging my fingernails into his cus I swear it hurts like mad. He peel the skin off like I am rubber like that y'know -.- But then, i still like :D LOL.
Ate hokkien mee at food court, and that dumb boy peeled prawns for me. You should see the way he peels the prawns. One word, bwg. LOL.
Stayed at town till around 11 then mrt-ed down to my church for the midnight mass service and then home-d :)

25th dec (X'mas Day)
Woken up by my mum for X'mas lunch with the family. Drove down to Suntec Guild House, had some classe lunch set and then kbox session :)
Sing and drink, sing and drink, the cycle goes on till like around evening. By then, I alrdy felt super tired, feel like sleeping alrdy.
Drove to Queensway Shopping center after that cus bro wanted to buy some sneakers for his new sch term. End up also never buy.
And then, dinner at some Tiong Bahru Porridge place. Got nagged by baby 'cus he didn't like me to touch alcohol at all. :/
Slackslackslack the whole day and had heart to heart talks with people.
Had a small quarrel with baby, but its over now. :)

26th Dec (Yesterday)
Boxing day, was suppose to be shopping trip to the malls right? But I am so sick of shopping for now alrdy. And super shagged, cus haven't had enough sleep for the past two days PLUS I had alcohol the day before. Woke up like hellish early for work. Met Jolyn and Matthias at CCHMS Bus stop and walked in. Our little princess Joel was late for work, he arrived when we alrdy set up finish. The whole place was like empty (completely nobody -.-), and I was just sitting there catching mosquitoes. Ended up we were just chit-chatting and doing nothing. I was the only lucky girl who managed to clinch a $400 deal and the rest never. HAHAHAHA. I get commission -winks.
Almost had another argument with baby, and he suggested we talk it out, but everything's fine alrdy :) I was supersupersuper angry at first one, aft tht slowly anger faded. Stupid :( LOL.
Mrt-ed home and then changed, and drove down to Jiawei's house for another belated x'mas gathering. Drank like different types of alcohol and wine, shiok :D I like the plum wine that Godma bought from Hokkaido, I think i will go hunting for it. Super damn nice. For the whole night, I was supersuper tired, plus I drank like dk how many bottles, I started to feel like drowsy and a little y'know in a daze. Played guitar hero and games, wanted to gamble but in the end didn't cus no money. I rock at guitar hero lah, but Jiahan owns -.-

Today
K, nothing much. No more energy alrdy. Wake up, hangover, church, lunch at T3, Go -karting, shopping, home. And I am going out to town for dinner to celebrate my gramps' bday. Rah. I miss baby.

Look at how busy I am. Rah.
Baby, you are so dead. I've so much to settle with you - evil grins.

Reply of Tags
#Sok Fong - Twinneh :( You knw i love you.
Melinda - You better believe. haha
Marcus - Hi my dumb baby. I love you. And I bo drink alrdy! :D
AngelCCL - Okay, I will :)
Desiree - Tell me everything then.

Busy working

2009-12-22T16:26:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody,
Sorry i haven't been blogging because I have been busy going out for interviews and then sending out resume in the hope of finding a proper job. And guess what? I finally found one :) Heh.
Just started work today.
So that means I might have lesser time to blog, but rest assured i will still continue to blog. So.. Keep those tags flooding in okay? :)

Reported for work at like 9am sharp today. Almost got lost, called Marian for help and she says I am like a dumb blond. -.-
Training for sales and marketing and all that. Abit sianned -.- Found out that there were like very little girls and alot of guys, more guys in fact. But we socialised with the guys and ended up being like a guy. LOL.
Played and joked around with the facilitator also and she laughed like mad. Lunch break, didn't know where to eat. End up eat at this stupid prata shop that cheats money. Joel said it was daylight robbery, outside 70cents, here $1.60 for plain prata. I was laughing like mad lah.
Almost late for work again, cus talk until we forgot to see the time. Got our shifts schedule and contract. Realised I was teamed with Joel too. That joker. LOL. Then I didn't know how the hell to go to our destination, so he asked whether i wanted to meet him first then walk there together. SO.. i have to report freaking early tmrw. -.-

K im super tired alrdy. Wanna rest.
I love my job (hopefully!)
And my baby's eating alot of vinegar lately, dumb :3

Reply Of Tags

Jess - I think its $40 plus? I am not sure, sorry.

Sayang - What?

~miu - Never bhb leh bubu :( its true. i love you too.

Melinda - I heart pain lah lidat :(

Marcus - Hi my dumb baby :) <3>

Anonymous - Thanks :)

Desiree - Oh what's wrong?

Sok Fong - Omg, sorry. Been gawd damn busy :( Sorry <3

Its Friday ~

2009-12-18T10:22:00.003+08:00

I am just bored, bear with me. Can see my blond copper hair not? Y'know sometimes I feel like its not obvious enough. Sheesh.

My prettypretty hot pink and black nails :D

Okay lah, enough of random peekchures. Time for a proper update :)

Yesterday, it was a bad bad day. Okay, not very bad, but still considered bad ogeys. -.-

I was nua-ing at home and like surfing the net for the whole morning, saw the newspapers that ripcurl was hiring some sales assistant and I decided to give it a shot. Sms-ed Jac immediately. Jac said she could accompany me and could meet me at around 4pm. I love you sista.

SO... had plenty of time to kill before I could leave the house right? And since nobody's at home practically, I walked out to the coffeeshop near my house to get myself lunch. AND, I lost a diamante hp strap that I bought from Korea as well as another hp lanyard :( Walked up and down like 4 or 5 times, and asked tht ahpuneh from the shop like dk how many times. But nobody saw it and I couldn't find it. Bad mood for like the rest of the day -pouts-

Texted Baby tht I lost it, and he told me to cheerup and all. But then again, bad mood lah! -.-

Went home with a black face, ate and changed.

Off to City hall and I waited abit for Jac. Walked to Ripcurl for the interview, and the stupid sales girl told me her manager said the interview was closed. Wtf?!$%# It wasn't even 6pm yet, like 4pm only and its closed. Super bad mood after that. Even Jac was complaining that it wasn't fair. Ah whatever. -.-

Was abit thirsty and I suggested coffee, but tht dumb sister of mine had no money, so no coffee. Walked past the shop Gripz (those high heel shoes shop) and saw a notice that they were hiring. Hurriedly went in and apply for job, am waiting for their call :D

Jac had no money and still wanna walk around for a tad bit. Walk past Mango and they're having a 50% sale right now. So obviously, my sister dragged me inside the crowds and the messy stack of clothes. -.- Okay, I shouldn't be complaining, I bought something too. :B

My mango top at guess how much? $20! Its a steal right? :)

Then home after that.

Friday today, means nua-ing at home day. Super tired, have been sleeping like a pig recently. I think to catch up on my sleep I lost during the Korea trip :(

Mummy's asking if I shld accompany bro to his bowling thingy, but then abit lazy. Feel like going out for another job interview at Orchard leh, but nobody accompany me :(

Baby oh baby, when are you coming back?

I miss you so.

Reply of Tags

Bryan - Idk you.

Sayang - I miss you too :)

~Miu - Bubu, my hair isn't cute, its chio. LOL. Love you lah.

Melinda - Sure, 100% sure.

Guest - Thanks :)

Jess - Parkway Parade, Roxy Square.

I love my new chio hair :)

2009-12-16T10:38:00.002+08:00

First up, peekchures of my new coloured hair. (Everybody's bugging me to upload them, so here it is). I am pretty efficient right? :D

This is my hair colour naoz.

There's a long story behind it. Ytd, Sher couldn't come to my house becus she had to pack her room and stuff like tht. So I bugged mummy to drive me to Bedok to get a bottle of hair dye. Went to Watsons, bought some jap brand hair dye which cost me 10bucks, and then I went home to dye.

BUT.. the colour turned out like shit. It was super gold and like super brown, totally like some jap angmoh wannabe. I think I bleached it abit too much -.- Somemore, there wasn't enough dye to cover my whole hair. So it looked abit shitty, and I panicked.

Called Mummy in a hurry and insisted on fixing my bad hair :( Then she called a salon that she always frequent and I bus-ed down immediately. Phew. Re-dyed my hair (its blond copper naoz), and tadaaaaah, the colour looks like the ones in the picture. Cost me or rather, my mummy, 90bucks. -.- Looks abit dark now, but the hairstylist says it will become brighter and brighter, which is true cus I woke up and I was shocked to see it so bright :D
Thanks Mummy anw, love you ttm :D

SO, Lesson learnt. Never attempt to self-dye your hair at home. Just go to the salon and do it. Save time -.-

I am going for 2 job interviews today, preferably i can get them. Meeting Jac sister at Cityhall later in the afternoon, not exactly sure what time. But she's accompanying me for one of the job interviews. Thanks sister :)

Can't wait to get my job and then get some money and then ability to shopshopshop.

Baby, when are you coming back? :(

Reply of tags

Anonymous & Guest - I uploaded pictures, enjoy :)

Paul - Lol, I beat people where got hard? Considered soft. :D

Melinda - I miss you too :(

2009-12-15T10:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY MY DEAREST BOY ♥ !

Off to bathe and then meet sher at bedok.
Dying my hair today and prolly slacking with her at home.
Ciao.

Reply of Tags
Bryan - Thanks, dear.
Guest - I am not sure, retail or something to do with media?
Guardian Angel - Tkcare.
'#Sok Fong - Heh, must special for boyfriend ma. But I still love you.
Ziting - I missed you too.
~miu - Hey bubu, I am finally back and I missed you too. Time for heart to heart talk :) LOL. And you are linked.
Marcus - Hi baby. I missed you, you asshole :(
JOANSIM - Hi girlfriend, I miss you too. Yeah, I did have fun in korea. Love you.
Sheena - You changed link again? Haha, linked.
Paul - I am back already lah !
Kristlyn - I can't contact you leh.
Oddy - HAHA. sher, I am meeting you today. Lets audition using one com! :D
Melinda - Hi :)
Eeleng - Sister, you are so cute. I don't have your link, how to link you? D:

Blogging in korea ~

2009-12-08T16:16:00.002+08:00

Hi everybody.
I am in korea right naoz using the stupid weird korean com in some korean lanshop on a korean mountain. COOL NOT? :D
SO... Imma gonna use 8 mins to blog and do a quick update for my darlings back in Singapore.
Currently, im at a mountain ski resort, driving back to Seoul for shopping tmrw morning. And the weather here is super cold, like from minus something degrees to max around 1? And I wear like thousands of layers of clothes right, also no use -.-
My face looks like a monkey backside, forever red for no reason. Sucks, and baby's going to call me monkey backside when I go back.

For the past few days.. What have I done?

First day. Arrived at Jeju island. Sightseeing and more sightseeing. See alot of stones and beaches. Alot of wind also. The only thing that I really liked was the food :D
Second day. More sightseeing of stones. -.- Then, went to the teddy bear museum and see alot of teddy bears. Makes me think about marker who's slacking at home with my bolster :( Got shop abit. Sucks
Yesterday. Flight to Seoul from Jeju. Then when we reached Seoul, went to the ski resort and rest already 'cause by the time we reach the resort, its around 11pm singapore time.

Today. Ski ski ski, thats it. K, i gotta log off soon. The timing run out le. Shit. I will reply tags when I reach back Singapore okay? In the meantime, I miss baby alot la :( Nobody to bully. And he will kill me when he sees how much i flood his tagboard. HEHEHE. ANDAND, korea really alot of hamsem boys. Those girls out there, go migrate to korea. Alot of hamsem boys for you to choose. My assistant tour guide also one pretty boy. Not that hamsem, but okay lah. Hair nice. :D BUT... baby most hamsem le lah :D

I MISS DIE YOU LA. k byebye :( will you miss me?

Off to Koreaaaaaa ~

2009-12-04T14:41:00.002+08:00

With credits: www.google.com

Nice right this scenery? I am going to enjoy such scenery for 10 whole days when I go to Korea tonight. Yes TONIGHT, jealous much? :D

Baby's talking to me now and I will miss him alot when I am over there.
I miss everyone in fact, and everything in Singapore.

Keep the tags coming in k? I will reply once I am back.
Sayonara ~

The end is hereeeee

2009-12-02T09:06:00.003+08:00

Hello :)
Look, i promised to update once I am more or less, free. Sorry if my blog has been dry lately, wait till after my korea trip and imma gonna post and flood my blog with peekchures k? That literally means, sista, we gotta camwhore like mad :D

Finally, I've been waiting for this day, the end of my Alevels.
Looking back, its like y'know the finally-i-got-it that feeling and I am feeling euphoric :)
I can't wait for what the future holds and what I am about to do next, there's actually a whole lot of things that I wanna do lah. For example, shopping. Been reading like tons of magazines and found out I lost touch with the retail world. I shld totally head back there, and shop till i drop.
But first I need money. So all you out there, got any part time jobs intro to me? :D
Meeting M later for lunch, that woman's been busy working that she barely has time for me. We shld have a heart to heart talk session lah, i miss those bitching sessions :( Nevermind, I'll be meeting her later anw and she's bringing me to some ulu place for lunch. Crazy, im just lucky if i don't lose my way.

So.. I'll just nua on my bed and play some games on my com. :)
ANDAND.. if you got any part time jobs, intro to me thanks ! :D

I love you baby.
You're the best thing that ever happened to me.

Reply of Tags
Sayang - Why are you sad? whats wrong?
Marcus - Hi asshole :x LOL. I will bite you till you bleed.
Melissa - Okay, linked :)
Anonymous & Passerby - Thanks !

Exams are ending.

2009-11-27T19:32:00.002+08:00

Hello darlings..
Sorry i have been kinda MIA-ed from my blog lately, due to the Alevels and many shit that happened in my life. Some of it's quite a long story, kinda lazy to elaborate. I am feeling a little moody now and i don't feel like talking about it.
But looking at the brighter side of things, my exams are ending. 1st dec :)
I am so looking forward to this day.

Many stuff coming up in my life.

Korea + Shanghai trip for like 10 plus days (which means I won't have time to blog but i'll blog once I am back)
Sending out resumes for jobs. I desperately need a job and some inflow of money.
Shopping and more shopping.
A thrashing out session.

Well basically, i need this time to sort things out. Everything's in a mess. I'll be back a new person, i promise. Till then, cya.
p/s - And thanks for all the bday wishes! :D LOVE YOU GUYS.

Reply of Tags
Andy - Thanks
Janice - You then more cute leh :)
Weiming - Hi nehneh!
fannn - Thanks slave, the exams are ending :)
Desiree - Cotton On from parkway dear.
lex - Thanks scorpio boy :)
-MISTAKE - yes I rmb you.
~Miu - Hi bubu, where's your blog link :(
Samantha - Hey nuerh :)
SY - you are?
Chibiluv - I will link when i have the time. Hi dear :)
Ziting - Hahas, okay :)

Omgeeeee its finally 10th Nov!

2009-11-10T09:33:00.002+08:00

Hi y'all, my fellow blog readers.

Just a little note, its 10th nov and that practically means the start of A levels. So there's about 2 weeks ++ or maybe even 3 weeks that I am going to be super busy with. Mugging mugging and more mugging, and of cus to sleep like endlessly for recharging. And that actually means that I may have no time to update this blog, like really no time at all.

I MUST chiong even more. Like be super suaku and memorise all the damn info. I can do it, yes I can. :)
I will do reasonably well for A levels -crosses fingers-, I hope. So, in the meantime, wish me luck for the upcoming torturous exams alright?
And whilst my blog will be dead during this time period, I hope those comments/tags (preferably good ones -winks) continue to flow in. Don't worry, I will read and reply them once I am back to revive my blog. :)

FYI - I think I gained weight. Thanks to late night snacking. Cheeeeeeseball. I am fat. :/
I bought like two dresses and a pair of gladiator sandals and am supersupersuperrrr happy ! But that means a hole in my wallet. Cheeeeeeeseball.
And, my birthday's coming. Omgeee, excited ! :D
K, Imma going to get ready, mug abit and chiong off to school for more mugging.
Bye.
Love ya.

Reply of Tags
Psb - Hmm, maybe wet markets isn't that expensive? But its hard to find nice ones.
Bryan - Thanks, but y'know. I am turning 18 yo.
Maythida - Thanks.
Janice - Hello, thanks. You stay cuter too :)
Marcus - Hello, asshole. LOL :) I will mugmugmug for my Alevels, don't worry. And thanks.
Anonymous - Thanks, dear.
Dash - Yes I have an auditionsea account.
Ziting - Sis, I miss die you too. Tkcare of yourself in msia. You're coming back soon :)
iix - You are?
Oliviaaa ; Momo - Darling, I also want :D you buy for me isit?
Melinda - Hi laopo, I knw you very nice. Thats why i love you mah :x
Ahhhfiq - Hi mr babi :D Yeah, girls love diamonds and flowers k.
! 小.Cal - Hi fressy, yep I linked :)
Vonne - Hi bubu, I love them too! :D
Sheena - Yup noted.
Passer - Thanks

What kind of flowers do I like?

2009-11-04T10:30:00.004+08:00

Hello, its been long since I updated and everybody's bugging me to update. So here I am. :)
First of all,

HAPPY 70TH BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!

Went to church as per normal past couple of days, stayed home to study as well. Study sessions. And of cus nice dinner to celebrate grandma's birthday the other weekend.
Was seeing flowers like almost everywhere lately, and it made me think of what flowers I actually like eh. I am not particularly a fan of flowers actually, because they don't last. And furthermore, I am pretty sentimental. So the more value the thing holds, the better :) But lets seee..

1) White Roses

White roses, to me, signify purity. I just like the sight of white roses. But then again, a bouquet of pure white roses look abit weird to me, because its bland you see as one bouquet together. I am a person who needs colour, so add colours to it! White roses are good for giving to friends, I think. Well, thats what I think.

2) Red Roses

Classe type of flower. Red Roses. Everybody buys them. But there's a reason why they are classic :) Red roses are nice and I love red roses. In fact, I love them more than white roses. Like I said, I need colour. Laughs. To me, red roses symbolises passion. Its actually much more gratifying to look at a bouquet of red roses than white! HAHA. But watch out when you're buying red roses. There are those dark red (blood red) kind and these really bright red kind. I prefer bright red because its lively looking. Blood red is nice too, but kinda dark.

3) Sun flower

This is the only flower I like other than roses. Been receiving a few during friendship day. I love sunflowers because they spell bright, sunny and cheerful :)
Although its a little bit bigger than roses and like y'know long, but then you see the petals and its reallyreally beautiful under the sun.
Whatever la ~ I love sunflowers. Laughs.

Guess what? I only like 3 flowers. Weird right? But then again, flowers aren't everything to me.
And a little hint, my birthday's coming! :D
Am going to have nice food at inter as compared to the bland food I have at home. I am not complaining, but then I need some nice food to keep me going. :(

Reply of tags.
Your loyal reader - Thanks!
Vonne - Thanks bubu! I will try my best! :)
Emolove - Hello.
Vivien - Linked :)
Junn - Junn toh, Vel huat! Laughs.
Ziting - Tkcare of yourself in m'sia. And not only do we miss you, quek too -winks :D
Mel - Hello blooder :)
Joan - Linked, so you better linked.
Sasha - I think the autumn collection few years back. Can't rmb, sorry babe.
Sheena - Linked.
Marcus - Since when your name become macus? Laughs! But anw, you owe me alot of things sia. Tsktsk, break alot of rules. And I updated already!
Kang - Hello and linked.
Jyaan - Hi asshole! :D haha, well maybe cus it has grown? Thanks anw :)
SHIWEN - Hi cymon, linked.
J-UNHAO - Hi big bolster!
-doudou-x3 - See you around. Thanks for your comment :)
#Sok Fong - Thanks twinneh! I will try my best! :D
Xiaocute - Thanks for your early well wishes. :) Appreciated. Um, I seldom msn now that I am very busy leh. Laughs.
-AHCRAP - Rifle :D Yoyo ~
Melinda - Laopo, I love die you too <3

Study Breakkk.

2009-10-28T08:47:00.004+08:00

Hello, I managed to squeeze in some time to do some updates y'know despite me being busy busy and nothing but busy. Sighs.

Lets see, a countdown to how much time I have left, another roughly 2 weeks till the start of hell. I am actually nervous right now as its nearing. Like previously, I don't really feel the jitters.

SO... Basically, since sunday till now. What have I been doing?
I have been studying like a robot non stop, and really. I feel morally depressed that I am not in touch with my life. M, if you are reading this, we should totally sit down and plan what we're going to do after the A levels. At least, something as simple as that can make me feel like my life is going to return and be revived once this hell is over.
Been eating like a pig the past few days or rather since like after prelims (which is a reallyreally long time -.-) and I discovered that there is this beef noodles stall near my school which is friggin good. M and I have been going there like forever.
Seriously, I don't think I am feeling like shit, even the tchers are. So much so that I heard from Danielle that the lit tchers have started this bitch fit in school. Honestly, I don't understand how some of them can be tchers when they are not even dedicated or have half the patience compared to Ng. I can't believe I am saying this, but then Ng helped me alot. And boy, I am really thankful. No wonder, I am not actually doing well for lit. Geez -.-
Best, I was at Parkway the other day with my Brother to buy like this really good ice cream and we saw Ms woodford and guess what? She pretended she didn't recognise me when she effing saw it. Still can turn away and gossip -.- So much for being a teacher. Awesome.

Ok, I am whining again. Babeh will say I whine non stop. Asshole. I should stop whining.

Btw, is anyone watching this Michael Jackson Movie? I desperately want to watch it ! It premieres TODAY. AHHHH!

Reply of Tags
Ahboy - I don't think it is short lehh! Haha. But thanks :)
Dihua - Nah I am not. But thanks for the compliment :)
Anonymous - 17+.
Nicholas - Thanks :)
Marcus - Hi asshole, I tagged like alot lehh :D
Sasha - Hi honey, I got it from topshop from this sale years back. I am not sure if they still have it though.
Andy - Haha, you are which andy ah? Thanks so much :) And I am not btw. Laughs.
Pamper - Hey :)
Endon - Hello.
Sebas - Haha, hi. Thanks so much. I will de, don't worry :)
Lun - Hello son :D
Fionn - Gun, I linked you already.
-doudou-x3 - Yeah you tagged, very good boy. Laughs! :D

Im bored right naoz. Boredom Kills.

2009-10-24T22:23:00.003+08:00

HELLO. Yes, I have finally blogged. Caught back a little bit of my blogging bug and camwhoring bug. Thanks to certain someone -.- Make me camwhore like mad these days. Stupid. I seriously don't know what else to update, like seriously. Other than whining about studies and studies and A levels that are due like soon. I swear I will start blogging long long long posts once I am free and my exams are over. Cus that'll probably be when my hyper and mad life will start and I will have endless to blog about. Alright, for now, just make do with a short update for today okays? :D

Stayed at home, woke up effing early. Tuition at 10am with Kelmen & xinzai.
Lunch and then off to church, slackslack.
Had late aftnoon/evening mass until like night. Then off to Geylang lorong 35 for claypot rice (Effing nice i tell you. You shld go there, but its friggin crowded.)
Ice cream at parkway's. Saw Ms Woodford and she friggin ignored me. Cheeseballs.
Home. AND here blogging.

Boring life right? Yes. I am sorry.
I feel sad for myself. Someone save me with a bucket of chocolate.
Okay lah. Bye.

p/s - My skirt where got short?! Someone effing tell me it isn't short. -.-

Reply of tags.
Mayleen - Thanks, dear :)
Charlene <3>- Yes nuerh, I will link you asap :)
Avril - Hello nuerh!
Ziting - Alright sissy, i will link you soon :) And don't be too upset by that dog in your blog.
Ricky - OH hey parang! Omg, you tagged my blog. Shy. :)
♥ - You don't have a name ah babeh? -.-
ILLUSION's - Hi nuerh :)
AngelCCL - Hi nuerh, yesyes, soon alright?
Marcus - Yes will link ALL of you soon. wait alright?
Vonne - Bubu, i am so not zilian. -.- okay maybe abit. don't tell me you never cam whore before.
kelvin - you are?

Paparazzi.

2009-10-18T17:16:00.004+08:00

View with discretion, camwhore heavy.

I am a little bit lazy to blog right now. Like super duper lazy and tired. Plus my lappie's lagging like fuck right now. I am so sick of its lagginess -.-

Did nothing the whole weekend except to go to church. And guess what? I am such a good girl, never go out spend money. I ended up eating packet rice at home for two whole consecutive days. Such a boring life will only exist for now temporarily, till my As over. I am going to have a taste of what fun is. Wait for me, all you people who finish their exams.

And btw, my life is MY life.

I don't need no paparazzi. I am not a celebrity.

I don't see why you guys got so much to comment/ask/kpo about. Its really funny to see you guys guessing and assuming and asking so much things. Please do not judge me when you obviously don't know a shit about me yeah? Whatever man, can't be bothered :)

ANDAND many thanks to those who stood by me, supported me even though I don't know you at all. But little things like that sure do help :)

I shall continue snacking on chocolate. Bye.

Babeh, you are a pig.

Reply of Tags

Felicia - Thanks, dear.

Your Loyal Reader - Thanks so much for your support.

Sayang - Good luck :) Haha.

AngelCCL - Hi thanks for your tag, dear. :)

Ziting - Sissy, just leave them alone. Haha, like paparazzi.

-ahLIING - Hello <3

♥ - Thanks so much, dear. :) Appreciated.

Define the meaning of life.

2009-10-16T11:21:00.002+08:00

What is life? Can anyone define it for me?
My topic today may sound like im emo-ing non stop or just whining about my life. But actually what really inspired me to blog about life was something that happened just yesterday. Till I actually question how fragile life really is, and how at the split of a second, you're gone just like that. And it sparked a few issues in my mind.

Do we want to regret dying and thinking that there're so much we haven't done? My life isn't fantastic per say, and I am sure everyone else agrees with me. My direction in life is confused and warped, so much so that I don't wanna go into the future anymore..
I asked myself a few questions. What do you want in your life? What do you want to achieve in your life? What makes you happy? What are your dreams? What makes your life complete? To me, it seems a little contradictory because frankly speaking, I don't know what I want. Or maybe I should say I have a gist of what I want, just that I am not sure which to follow. I am facing a dilemma right now, I really do not want to go with a chuckload full of regrets.

Treasure what you actually have right now. Because you never know when you might lose them again. Same goes for opportunities, one chance and that's probably the making or breaking point. Don't hesitate to show the love and care for those around you. Make full use of your life and not screw it up. Listen from somebody who knows. As for me, I'll just keep walking this road that I chose and can't go back, I guess. Thats just life, isn't it? :)

And to my dearest M,
I know how hard it must have been and will be for you to get over this period. But you know what, you are a strong girl and I know you truly are. No matter how tough it might be, just remember that I'll always be here for you, and I mean it. Don't hide and shove away your emotions, because it'll all just pile up eventually. Talk to me, come to me. And dear, you'll never be alone. :)

Reply of Tags
Reader - Hey, thanks.
#Sok Fong - Hello twinneh. I love you too :)
Yujing - I know right? You can't help it if they just wanna bark non stop.
Afiq - Hi babeh, you suck :( Why are you tagging like those irritants?
Jeslyn - Thanks dear.
Eeleng - Its alright, sister.
dihua - Oh i see, thanks for your comment :)
Charles - Yep, linked.
Winnie - Thanks dear.
-Takemyheart - Hey :)
Junn - Some dog, just scroll to my cbox history :) But I know right? It owns shit.
Passerby - Haha. Thanks.

A Piece of Advice

2009-10-12T12:36:00.002+08:00

To -_- (who apparently doesn't have a proper name) :

Hi, you don't read do you? Well, lets see. You think by leaving such comments on my blog, I am going to be so affected by it and stuff. But actually, its pure entertainment in my life so much so that I have started laughing at your immaturity and the way you expose your stupidity. And you should be thankful that I am actually replying you, or rather, widening your compressed scope of how life works in your mind.
Blogs are for you to READ and to actually REALLY read them. So you see, you start claiming various things without substantiation and its not like my decision to put some tutorial on MY blog is going to affect you. I don't see how pure virtual words can actually affect you, unless you are actually jealous of the way I do it. I know that bases are to be put first (from magazines), but you read magazines don't you? Did they force you to do the makeup like they did? They were just giving you options and in case, you don't know what options mean, go check the dictionary. Having a warped conclusion and being judgemental just reflects upon you, not me, but you. Which part of my tutorial actually stated that you had to follow them right? I do it my way and people like the way I look, you got a problem with that? Fyi, in case you actually are educated in english, that tutorial was requested by someone who tagged anonymously, and in case you are that asshole who tags anonymously like you do NOW, then guess what? Deal with it. They asked for the tutorial, I give them. And I don't see how it affects YOUR life, period.

In other words, you give such stupid comments for your immature expose. And I have the right to continue posting what I want, and you can't exacerbate my freedom of choice. So if you are unhappy with it, I seriously don't know how else to help you. Because there are only three reasons.
1) You are jealous because you love me and you can't look pretty.
2) You are immature.
3) You just need attention.
And congratulations honey, you've gotten all three :)
In case you are stupid enough to not understand what I am saying, then check the dictionary. Dictionaries and thesauruses are invented for people like you.

P/S - Thanks to all those lovely people who supported me :) I love you.

Reply of Tags
Anonymous - Yeah I will eat my fill :) Thanks.
AngelCCL - Yeah I will link you soon, dear :)
Readerrrr :D - Yeah thanks so much, dearie.
Ricky - Even though I don't know who you are, but hey thanks so much for the support :) Its greatly appreciated to see how people actually can read, and how some can't. Thanks.
Weiqi - You are the aunty, honey.

Intense but I can do it.

2009-10-11T13:18:00.003+08:00

Back to update people. I haven't been updating regularly and many are complaining. I swear I will be back, and look I made it alive again. SO.. I am just going to rant non stop without pictures. I am going to rant properly, like a proper blog post. Actually, I think I lost a bit of the blogging bug. Someone help :(

So what's up again you might ask?
I have been pretty much busy with school school and yes you guessed it, school. Even though the prelims timetable is so much more relaxed than the normal one (my lessons aren't very packed and I have only like a couple of lessons everyday except Wednesday), it is much more intense in a way. I have to friggin stay back for mock papers like almost everyday. I am not sure about the rest of the weeks, but at least for next week. :/ Is my life just plain sad or what?
But at least, I get to have breaks by having small lunch hours with my friends and darlings. AND we just bitch about our school life and how much we've been looking forward for the end of this year. I so can't wait. That also means I'll be blogging hell loads, because my life finally has got SOME life in it. TEEHEEEE.

Babeh played a stupid game with me on Friday and I am going to get my revenge *wiggle eyebrow :)
Thanks for everything, love :)

FYI : Surrogate is an awesome movie. Everybody's talking about it. Go watch it :)
AND BTW, what has my personal love life gotta do with all of you? If you wanna know, leave your name and stop tagging anonymously. Gawd.

Reply of Tags
Benji - Does it concern you?
Afiq - Admit that you're babi :D
Regina - Hi new boyfriend, how are you? LOL.
♥Char - Hey dear, thanks for your tag :) Yeah, I will stay happy always. You too.
Max - Hi asshole, I seriously don't get what you're saying. Btw, linked :)
Pb - Hi.
Ziting - Hi dear :) Cheer up alright?
Anonymous - Oh you did? Cool. I ate alot btw, you don't knw how overly frustrated I am over this.
Teqq - Hi who are you?
Ting - Updated.
Dihua - Hey, you are?

Hi did you miss me?

2009-10-06T09:51:00.003+08:00

I know I haven't been blogging for ages, and many people have been bugging me to blog. So here I am blogging (babeh, i blogged ogeys!). So you must be wondering what I've been up to lately? I have been kinda relaxing a little, and still studying for my As. And then going out to eat good food for idk how many days. Spend like hell lots, I shld save money. Prelims is over like a few weeks ago, and I am feeling super happy lately :)
No more stress, no more depression.

Im in school right now, having only two periods today. Wtf right? I know. Today was a fucking suay day. Super suay. I forgot to bring my wallet to school, and I almost was late for school (plus it was raining in the morning). How suay can I get already? But I don't wanna think about it, was complaining like fuck to Max just now. Im a happy girl still :)
Played Taptap just now with Kelmen brother, and Im doing this fucking long facebook note. Argh.
Going out with Pearlyn Niao for lunch later :) I can't wait, I so can't wait.
Wtf, I should stop playing and start studying -.-

Ogeys. I updated. I will update more soon. Don't leave me alright? :)

Babeh,
hello. You're an asshole who keeps bullying me. Keep making me have nightmares and talking about my phobias.
But y'know what? Through it all, I'm the one who always wins :) HEH.
I love you ttm.
Fyi : I do not whine. You idiot.

Reply Of Tags.
Pearlyn - You got free tickets? Never invite me!
Anon - How was it?
Ahboy - Fuckyou. I have no time for dota.
Sayang - Whats wrong?
Sharmaine - Something related to F1 honey.
Psrby - Sure. Just click on my twitter thingy.
ahsy - Since when was your name ahsy. LOL.
Frely - Hi, why are you mia-ing? And you never give me link, how I link you? LOL.
Weiqi - Yes you are aunty.
Sok Fong - Mai so fierce leh, twinneh. Anything can find me. Just cheer up alright? I love you. And I linked you already :) Thanks so much btw.
Unknown - You are?
Afiq - Hi babi :)

I need a break.

2009-09-24T12:58:00.004+08:00

Has anyone heard about this? Famous acts coming to town, ya'know. I wanna go, I seriously wanna go. Any lucky souls going? :(
You get to party whole night like a rockstar in the indoor stadium. Tell me if you're going!

Its 1.06pm right now, basically afternoon already. And guess what? I just wokeup. Chiong-ed my IS yesterday night & slept like at around 4 plus 5am. I wanted to die, almost 50+ hours I haven't been able to catch some shut eye. Fb-ing, msn-ing and all that the whole of last night. Keep getting distracted but then, I managed to finish what I needed to do.
Been telling myself so many times, I swear Im NOT gonna redo what tht fucker ask me to redo. Im so sick of seeing it all over again, till I swear Im suffering from project nausea.
Am meeting Mich, Xinyun now.. No wait, they're just beside me. HAHA! We're the unlucky souls who has to keep redoing our IS.Ng isn't here and he says I have to wait for like freakishly long just to see him. Fuck right.

Today's gonna be a busy day.

Meeting Ng for final consultation, rush off to bind my stuff & then hand it in. (am crossing fingers I don't have to redo.) fuck.
Lunch with Mich maybe? Idk. Lunch lah, friend!
Math tuition for tmrw's paper. I swear I need it, and i hope i can make it. Provided Ng doesn't hold me back.
Home for more shut eye.

Looks little right? You're wrong.
All this is gonna take up my whole day today. :)
All you lucky asses out there who are having fun, don't laugh. Cus I'll be here to join you soon enough. And by then, you'll have to learn to shut up. Tyvm.

p/s - I really wanna go to the partehhhhh. Someone bring me please?

Reply of Tags
Ahboy - I agree with you.
Anon - Why does my race/blood type bother you so much -.-
# - Yeah. Some.
Lex - Don't be an irritant and copy ppl spam :) That isn't even friggin emo lah. Something's wrong with you. You don't know how to appreciate art. Hah. And no, i can't add you in msn. Sorreh. :B
Melvin - Stfu pls.
Weiqi - Aunty Weiqi ! :)
#-MomoFong - Yeah, linked :) I love you twinneh.
Frely - Hey frel :)
Sharmaine - duh? -.-
Jyaan - You're being as irritating as my other friend. HAH. i'll strangle both of you together.

You never learn to walk unless you fall.

2009-09-23T10:47:00.003+08:00

/EDITED!

Ah poot drew this for me yesterday when I was feeling stressed, and he sent it over to me. How sweet! :) Cheer up ahpoot. Thanks so much :)

p/s - my IS isn't fucking approved lah. Fuck. Im going to skip breakfast, lunch, dinner everything. Wtf. I shall slim down even more. DODODO my IS. Bye.

/EDITED!

Morning.
As many of you might ask, I am in school right now. And Shi Fei darling is right beside me, editing my IS. She's such a darlingggg :)
Many of my friends are darlings too, like xinzai. Who's probably off sleeping at home right now. We just kinda ended econs exam which is screwed (in my opinion), but then the examiner might be super in a good mood when he/she is marking my paper and then give me high marks or something. Yeah, I slowly dream on okay. But come to think of it, for someone like me who is not very confident of her papers, I friggin wrote 12+ pages i think? For 3 essays. Beat that. :) Now my fingers hurt. My eyes hurt, everything around me hurts lah . Basket.
Im super tired already. I couldn't sleep yesterday, or rather I didn't really sleep yesterday? Maybe like 3 to 4 hours. Im not sure if thats counted sleeping. After doing IS, I went to study econs okay until I fell asleep, and then I woke up again continue study, then I went back to sleep. Thank gawd there isn't sch tmrw. So I can sleep in for awhileee :D

Oh btw, I talked to ah poot yesterday (his name isn't that, its just my nickname), and he was helping me to research for my IS. How sweet of him :)
And then talked abit about life on msn, and I tried cheering him up although Im feeling like shit lately. I love my blog title, my sentence of the day. Ok, I shall go off to munch on things and stop slacking. LUNCH WITH DARLINGSSS :D Anyone going out after prelims next wk? I wanna go out ~ k thx bye.

Reply of Tags.
Readerrr - Thanks dear. Yeah I will :)
Xiaoting - Hey.
Anon - Im so friggin not thai -.-
Lex - What is SO emo about it lah? I think its nice, signs of stress :) You don't know how to appreciate art. HAHA.
Melvin - Sorry, not interested.
Fann - I see my friend. *points at you* :D
Jyaan - SHAVEEE YOURS LAH!
Sharmaine - I know, try asking your guy friends. Guys usually play this sorta games :)

Breaking Point.

2009-09-22T20:01:00.002+08:00

This is what happens when I am doing my Independent Study (IS)...

1) I look at the screen, feeling all stressed.

2) I squint my eyes and try to figure out points.

3) Time to pull your hair and whatever goes along with it. Best if you can rip your soul apart.

4) And yes, i break down.

Uploaded pictures without much hassle, thank goodness blogger never give me much trouble, so I don't have to change url or switch to blogging on some other website. Lazy, and not really much time. Maybe when the holidays are free or something, since I would have probably have too much free time to spare. I know I shouldn't be blogging (like what Danny said), I SHOULD be doing my IS that is due this thursday. But then again, I haven't had a proper break today, so here I am. I'll be back doing my IS, I swear I will do it.

Today wasn't a fantabular day. I broke down and cried in school, think it must have been overstressed. Idk why. I thought my IS could be handed up today and then I would never have to see that fucked up paper ever ever again in my entire life. But then, things weren't in my favour, he wasn't satisfied, nobody ever was. Fuck. I have to redo loads of shit things and Im damn tired.

Morning woke up @ 6 plus and chiong-ed to school. Thought I was late.
China Studies Paper 1. Super difficult, the sources were fucking long and first time my handwriting was fugly.
Spent the whole of my lunch break & whatever breaks to do my IS and to go through with Ng. Didn't even eat lunch.
Math Paper 1 in the afternoon, by then I was dying of hunger. -.-
Met Ng again to do IS. Seng wanted to help, but heng he couldn't. Phew.
Home and Im suppose to be doing IS.

Fuckfuckfuck. I have so much stuff to do lah. I need to re-edit diagrams, make my own graphs and tables. Go research on new sources. I swear, if Cambridge doesn't give me a decent grade, I will personally fly over and just yank their old foggy hair off. !$^#^
I am damn tired with everything lah, damn tired with cramping my whole life with workworkwork. To this extent that I am not in touch with my life anymore. Thanks to my darlings (Shi Fei & M) yet again for being there with me, Kelmen brother for listening to me (like everytime! haha), Pearlie niao for offering me super heroes sweets (super cute!) and etc. k, I should stop emo-ing. Everybody loves me right? I love you too.

p/s - Sorry to those I never replied your messages or something today. Many things on my mind, don't stop messaging me. I swear you'll get your replies asap. :) Continue messaging me tmrw, thanks. I need some instant entertainment on-the-go.

Reply of Tags
Pb - No problem dearie.
Hi - I can't really remember, have had this hairstyle for years. Sorry.
Teckli, Bernard - I got mention before I wanted to learn dota, but then haven't had time too. LOL :)
Melvin - Read the reply above. I want to learn but no time learn.
Kenneth - Hello lg :)
Fann - You come my house? I put for you. I swear I will use lipstick draw your face. Haha.
Jasmine - No problem, dear.
Lex - You are the noob lah, ah pek. I will 1 v 1 when I become better :)
Sharmaine - Yeah same.

Make Up Tutorial :) (as requested)

2009-09-21T19:17:00.005+08:00

Hello, bear with me. This may be a wordy post and long, but then I promise I'll try and make it interesting.
I shall start with the makeup tutorial that one of you kinda asked me to show you in my tagboard. :)
SO... I used to chunk different kinds of makeup last time, until to the point I realise minimal is key, so girls, be MINIMAL when it comes to your makeup. You don't wanna frighten those people off in the streets.

1) Step One - Decide on what part of your face you wanna focus on. Usually, if your eyes are your best assets, focus some heavy makeup on your eyes and leave the rest of your face natural. And the same goes if you think your lips are better, leave your eyes makeup natural and minimal. For me, my eyes are usually the parts I heavily focus on.

2) Step Two - Apply Mascara first. Then curl your eyelash peepers with a curler.

I have been using Loreal mascara, I think they are fine. So you can try using them? :)
Mascara is very important in opening up your peepers, so never go out without mascara. And curling your eyelashes help to hold your eyelashes in place. But I am not sure if curling should go first or mascara.

3) Step Three - Apply eyeliner. (For me, I use black and only black.)

Line the eyeliner around your eyes, as close as possible towards your lash line. Any gaps in between will make you look like a freak, so watch out for that. I also line at my bottom lash line, but not fully, till about the center of my bottom lashline. This trick helps to open up your eyes, in other words, bigger :)
But its up to you to decide how you wanna line your eyes. You can even try a little flick at the corner, thats another way to make your peepers bigger.

4) Step Four(Optional Step) - Stick on falsies.

I don't usually stick on falsies, unless its occasions like wedding dinners or some formal events at some hotel ballrooms or something. Because I find it a hassle, but some of you girls probably like it. Its easy to stick it on actually, just line a thin line of glue onto the eyelash and then stick it near your lash line :)
As some of you might ask, the bottle of glue has to be bought separately. Shops will give you a temporary small bottle of glue which sucks btw together with the box of eyelashes. Don't use that, it doesn't stick well. Buy another bottle instead.
A word of caution though, falsies will make your eye makeup supersuper heavy and it might itch your eyes at the end of the day. So I don't really advice falsies cus I never really liked them :)

5) Step Five - Apply foundation/concealer/powder.

There are two types I use. One is foundation and one is powder. Sometimes if you have blemishes, I apply small dots of foundation onto the blemishes to cover it. But if yours is like pimples or cuts or stuff like that, just leave it without makeup :)
Makeup will inflamme your wound. You will want to heal those cuts, won't you?
Blend it well, and to add to that matte touch. I pat on some powder :)
I love Silkygirl's powder because it absorbs oil, and its really good and fresh. Try it.

And thats all I put on, very little right? :)
I don't put on blusher, cus why fake a blush? And it makes you look like a geisha.
I don't put on lipstick or lip gloss cus I like my lips naturally pink.

6) Step Six - REMEMBER TO REMOVE YOUR MAKEUP!

At the end of the day, remember to remove your face makeup with those normal facial wipes or lotion. AND, since your eye makeup is uber heavy, I recommend this eye make up remover from faceshop :)
Its imported from korea, and the water is super cooling and tingly after you wipe your eyes with it. The makeup comes off straight too.
MUSTMUST wash your makeup off, otherwise the next day, you find your face bopping with pimples. Not nice :)

So, I am done with my makeup tutorial. I hope you guys enjoy it. :)
I feel like changing my blogsong to something else, cus Im friggin sick of it already.
And to some of my darlings, my previous post wasn't meant for you. You would know it if it was meant for you. I will probably just give you shit attitude. So cheerup, and I love you darlings. (L)

REPLY OF TAGS

Felicia - Hi dear, thanks for your comment. I think I got it from China or something. Sorry, can't really remember much.

Weiqi - Linked, darling.

Sherry - Linked.

hi - Thanks, comment appreciated.

Eeleng - Hi sissy. I love you too :)

Pb - There, I just did. Enjoy.

Shi Fei - I love you dearie and that post wasn't meant for you.

Rinse and Repeat.

2009-09-20T17:25:00.002+08:00

My bun is super chio. I think.

Sup people? I feel much better now, thanks to all who asked about me on my tagboard. And if you noticed, I changed comment page. Few reasons, one main one being convenience. Cus I realised that when I changed to the previous comment page, all you lazy earthlings refuse to comment me. And that made me sad. HAHAHA. okay, who am I kidding? But tag alright? :)

Rinse and repeat, like I always say. Same things, same problems in my life. I need to get drunk and intoxicated for myself to get through this. Anybody? Come get drunk with me.
Idk what else to blog, the reason why I am actually spending time blogging is because I am lonely, bored and yeah, lonely. Sad life right? HAHA.

Woke up for church @ like 10 plus.
Off to church until 1 plus.
Lunch @ suntec, Sizzler's I think. Eat until I am damn full.
Shopping & Jalanjalan @ Suntec's.
Home, BLOGGING. and doing my IS, of course. :)

I think thats about it for today. Short and sweet summary. There was this Cosfest thingy at suntec, so the whole friggin place was friggin crowded. -.- I hate crowded places, sometimes lah. Too crowded also not good. I can't even make my way through. You like meh?
Wanted to buy Mango clothes (cus there's this sale), but then none of them I like. The designs was so UGH, and the sizes too big for me. Sucks. So I went home without anything. Fuck.

OKAY. I should stop blogging, cus I should be doing my IS right now (due tues!) AHHHHHH! So yes, at least I blog abit. After tues, I swear I don't have to worry about IS anymore and my life will be so so so much happier. I need to chiong IS lah, going to town tonight :)
K, bye.

p/s - Hari Raya Puasa, all you malay friends :) Enjoy your day. You wan give me green packet? *winks.

They say they care, REALLY?

2009-09-19T22:20:00.002+08:00

Im sick of everything, sick of the superficiality of things. Sick of giving in so much and then cast aside when you're not needed.
Everybody tells me they care, but then when I am suffering in pain, when I am battling with myself, where is everybody when they said they would be here for me? A whole load of rubbish. Stop saying you'll be here when you fucking won't.
I don't care about anyone anymore. Why should I?
I don't get appreciated for what I do anyways. I am not even asking for anything in return. Fuck. Go fuck your lives, basket.

Im cramping like fuck right now. And am in a bad mood. I look like a stupid white ghost, super pale. I can scare people at night already. Thanks to some who were here for me at least for awhile. I love you guys. I don't need hypocrites.

SPECIAL THANKS TO ...

KELMEN BROTHER :)
For helping me take panadols and feeding me with it. I love you

YANG XINZAI :)
For sorting out the fuck loads of panadol in my medicine box today.

DEEDEE :)
For trying to make me feel better.

MOMO TWINNEH :)
For messaging me and asking if I am alright. Can be my 2nd mother alrdy ! :D

KELVIN :)
For showing his concern for me. I love you.

LASTLY..
MY BOLSTER.
For being the only one hearing my sorrows, watching me cry, hearing me laugh, hugging me all night and the only true one who was right beside me.

p/s - I wanna cry.

EFF IT ALL.

2009-09-15T19:27:00.003+08:00

Hi, I am darn lazy to post whatever happened to me lately. So I'll do a brief summary for these few days. But hey, I updated yes?

Daddy's birthday. So off to celebrate dad's bday @ some chinese restaurant off at kent ridge NUS campus. Sang K till late midnight and home-d.
Usual churches and lunches.
Study like sai at home for the past couple of days, cus my prelims is coming. And chiong-ing my IS.
Met Shi Fei darling and passed her the birthday gift I owed her. She loved it and that made me effing happy :)

K thats about it for my life right now. I have no fucking life lah. Damnit. No peekchures also, camera no battery. I lazy charge -.-
Super moody and pissed off with everything right now.
Like everything seems to go wrong. WTF right? I know.

AND..

To you, yes YOU;
You say you read my blog, so I hope you'll read this. I am not upset or angry by your decision, I am angry with the process and whatever you've been doing to achieve such a decision. You know what? You don't deserve me at all. And yes, I can get whatever I want. So too bad for you, you missed your chance. I can go partying off at some club and then socialiseeee like mad. You think I can't? Just don't come crying to me. I rmb the happy moments, I do. And the times you made me joke and laugh. And thats all I'll rmb. K thanks for that and bye.

p/s- ng gave me some website that has really good research. And fuck it, I can't get access to it now. And nobody can help me. I wanna cry real bad.

Mid week Blues.

2009-09-10T14:19:00.002+08:00

Hey. Just so you know, it was 9th sept ytd. 09-09-09. I seriously dk whats the big fuss about it, other than the date being superly nice & auspiscious and that it never comes again in our lifetime. I get spammed with chain msgs on spreading some fucked up fortune thing, just lags my whole damn phone up lah. :/
It was a nice anniversary date too, but oh well.. Some people just don't have the luck right? I know...

I haven't been blogging much because complaining and whining on my blog isn't my sort of thing. And I am sure you guys will be darn tired hearing me complaincomplain non stop. I mean who the fuck would just sit here and waste time listen to someone whine about nothing?
I have been having the blues lately, and all the people around me can tell. Been getting moodless and like irritable lately. You know what? I am seriously sorry.
I haven't been going out too, because of prelims next week and I have to mug like fuck for that. So my holidays is kinda boring, nothing hyped up and fun. I don't wanna flunk any test papers, because I am so sick of collecting zero marks. And then, there's fucking IS that just rips my soul apart. 24th sept, and IS is over. I swear I will rejoice and celebrate. For now, velencia. Just be patient and bear with it alright? Great, I need more chips to fill my day.

Something to be happy about.. meeting Shi Fei darling in school tmrw to pass her bday pressie after my consultation with NG (STUPID IS -.-). I owe her for like fucking long & I am meeting her tmrw :D
Its pizza hut friday tmrw also! AND..
tmrw's my dad's bday. And I haven't gotten him anything. Idk what to get him also, tmrw is a wonderful day lah. Go out go out go out, love it. I need to go out before I die at home.
K byebye, off to eat my chips and drink some yakult.

p/s - I knw I am damn boring. Bear with me.

HOLIDAYS.. NOT.

2009-09-08T14:46:00.003+08:00

Hey sup people who read my blog? I am back. Sorry I haven't been blogging lately because I haven't been in the mood to blog. And IF you continuously read my blog, you should knw why. Well, let's SEE. Its the start of the holidays right? For many of you, same goes for me. But it isn't holiday actually. I didn't even effing know it was holidays until my bestie came and tell me, then I went oh -.- I have to chiong loads of work and squeeze my brain dry like how I squeeze my wallet. Many stuff happened lately, my bestie's 18th birthday and then jaclyn sister's 21st birthday & loads other which Im kinda lazy to update. My wallet has been really squeezed dry. I need some financial assistance badly. NOW :(

Been busy celebrating birthdays the past few weeks too, not forgetting Jac's 21st bday :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE SEPTEMBER BABIES ! Got some pressies for my besties but I haven't had the chance to pass it to them, so I'll text them later to see when's good this week. HEH.

Sunday (Jac's 21st)

Met Jac on Sunday night. Its been so long since we last had fun. Was kinda moody because of some fuck personal quarrel but its over now. Got a bouquet of lilies for Jac and I think she loved it. I have pictures cus we kinda camwhored ALOT, but then that little miss diva over there hasn't facebook or msn me the pictures. And once that woman sends to me, I'll upload them alright? Had dinner over @ raffles club, some Chinese food thing. The food wasn't that fantastic and I wasn't really full actually after the dinner. Plus the whole night, I felt like a loser. Everybody's attached over there. End up Jean & me just kinda like sat over at a corner and felt like crying. GAWD.

SO.. we took peekchures for like the whole of dinner. And Vincent was the camera man for the night. :)

Went for bowling straight after dinner (I felt out of place because Idk how to bowl for nuts -.-). So I kinda sat there & stoned along with Vincent & Uncle. Then felt super restless, I went to dance para para & challenge daytona. HAHAHA. And I wanted to friggin play pool, but then smth happened. In the end didn't play pool *pouts. Ya, but enjoyable day.

OI WOMAN, send me the peekchuresss la! Don't lazy.

Yesterday

Start of holidays. And what's a perfect way to start it other than lessons and work? Love it -.-

Woke up like friggin early after a late night the day before, which sucked. Cus I kinda had like this hangover where my head hurts like shit. Think it must have been the wine or smth. Dragged myself to school & met M darling in school for literature lecture. I thought Victor was being a pain (as usual :x) and bluffing me that there was some test or smth. I tried to argue like a retard and then M was like " eh yeah, I think really got leh -.- " THANKS.

Was kinda sleepy throughout but I paid friggin attention to the lecture okay. I swear, I even copy notes. :)

Ended literature lecture around noon or so, then M & I was like dying of hunger, so hopped over to bedok's KFC and had fast food. I think I have sworn to abstain from fast food, and idk why i had to eat fast food. I even wanted LONG JOHN'S okay. -.- Chatted and laughed with M over somebody. Slacked nearby & played some prank. And effing Joel refused to reply my text. I will kill him the next time I see him.

SO...

what am i suppose to be doing right now?

MY IS, my fucking IS. And I came to blog. OKAY, time to head back to doing more IS-es and shitting more work. Meanwhile, have fun during your holidays okay? :D

p/s - M texted me yesterday night and said the 5.30pm show reminded me of me and her. HAHAHAHAH. And i told her, I AM NOT PATRICIA MOK. -.- Wahlau. And the guy she married is effing ugly. Then she said ya true, then how about the msia version? BOTH ALSO UGLY LAH WOMAN. HAHA. I helping you find sampan, doesn't mean I finding sampan :)))))

!$%^&* Pissed.

2009-09-03T16:09:00.002+08:00

Im super pissed off right now.

1) There's fucked up IS that is having loads of problems. My expression and structure is like totally wrong. Gawd lah. I feel like ripping that whole thing apart. And I have no inspiration, my brain juices are blocked. MY IS IS FUCKING DUE SOON LAH.

2) I am having lip allergy. BEST, idk what I am allergic to. And its itching like fuck, and its red. Thank god its not swollen. I just look like i put lipstick. -.-

2) Some fucked up fucktard is spamming me right now. And guess what? I don't think he understands english OR chinese. Keep spamming, he think I very free isit? HEY LISTEN UP DUDE. SO WHAT IF IM AVAILABLE ? I WILL NEVER FALL FOR YOU EVER -.- So shut the fuck up and stop bothering me ever again.

Cheesepie lah.

BYE.

Today's a hilariousss day. :)))))))

2009-09-01T13:53:00.005+08:00

Helloooooooo earthlings. I am veryyyy high right now. :)))
So I decided to come and blog and share all the highness with you guys out there who probably might be just as depressed as me. Heh.
I am not wearing this dress (above picture) right now, that peekchure was taken like last weekend when I was busy out celebrating bdays. I have a puffy hair day that day. HAHAHA. And isn't my dress nice? I think its the best buy I've had this month. Rmb the other time I blogged about buying a nice dress at some flea market? Yes, this is the dress. :) Any comments?

I think Kelvin's gonna kill me because we were SUPPOSEEEE to go out present hunting. But then I slept late yesterday after coming home from celebrating my bro's bday, and then I woke up late. Actually just hours agooo. AND idk if he's still awake right now. Die :(
So anw, when I woke up & bath-ed and started doing my IS, M's coming my house to come and accompany meeee and sort of like cheer me up :D
I love you lah dearie!
We're supposed to be mugging, and I am still on facebook. I will stop facebooking I swear. I promise. 5 more minsss.

We munched on this whilst mugging. M loves vinegar chips. Wtf. I can't even stand vinegar in my shark fin's soup. HEH. And she loves it. I see 5 pieces and I don't want to eat anymore.

To cheer me up and make me happier after hearing and seeing me depressed for the past couple of days, M bought me like this Hyun Joong fileeeee. HEHEHE. :D

I was like zomg when I first saw it. And she's like I shld totally buy it for you. OMGOMOGMG. I love her. Teheee. Isn't he cute?

And I am eating ice cream now, coupled with more chips and guess what? Yes, more chips! M and me are binging on food right now, food food food. I tell you, I sure gain weight. I think I gain weight already lah. Zomg.

And M's smiling like an idiot right now, sitting next to me. Why? You wanna know why? Because of our conversation with Joel Tan today, using her phone. I think I am really brillant. *winkwink

Well, the whole conversation went like this..

Joel : Hello who is this?

Me : *using an unknown number to call* TAN JOJOJO!

Joel : Okay hello, what's up?

Me : You know who I am meh?

Joel : Yeah duh.

Me : -.-

(So much for using an unknown number to prank call him. And I asked him to call me back using his house phone and he friggin DID! Wahlau, that guy damn nice.)

Joel : So why you call?

Me : I wan you to entertain me lah, cus I am bored.

Joel : Yeah why me?

Me : Cus you are the first victim and my punching bag. Heh.

Joel : Wah, only I am your punching bag?

Me : Yeah, be honoured. You need to entertain me for 5 mins.

Joel : okay. 1 2 3..

Me : Thats 5 secs lah, dumbass.

Joel : I need to study lah!

Me : Why didn't you study just now?

Joel : Cus I had lunch just now. How to study when you have lunch?

Me : Before that lah! Dumb. What were you doing before that?

Joel : *pause for awhile* Uh, Sleeping.

Me: -.- zzzzzzzz. So too bad, you have to entertain me NOW. And entertain my friend (M). She's dying whilst helping me with my IS. Say hello.

Joel : Which one?

Me : My friend lah.

Joel : OHHHHH. Is it that day standing next to you that one? When you were complaining.

Me : YAAAA. That one. Quick, say hello lah.

Joel : Hello.

Me : Dumbass. You say hello to me leh, not to her. I haven't even pass the phone. *pass her the phone*

(And the two of them starts talking and laughing ABOUT me. Assshole. I think I rock lah, right M? :D So finally, he asks her name and class, and they talked somemore. And she finally pass me back the phone)

Joel : I said hello already. Whats her name again ah?

Me : -.- M***** (and he asked her name like 15 secs ago)

Joel : EH 15 MINS ALREADY LAH.

Me : K lah byebye.

Joel : Go call your other guys..

Me : I calling girls too okay!

Joel : Fine, call your girlies too. haha. I go study already. Bye.

K, end of story. Damn funny right? M and I think its funny can already. :)

And guess what? Whilst I am typing the phone conversation out, M is smiling like an idiot now. And in her head, the alleluia chorus is playing. *sings* I've got that love love love love down in my heart. YAY! LOL.

Wahlau, I think I rock lah *grins. And then she even commented that she doesn't wanna eat the vinegar chips because she is feeling super sweet, and there's no point eating vinegar. Pun intended in Chinese. Teehee.

Okay byebye. I need to go and study. 2 weeks more to prelims. Stress lah!

p/s - Its hard pretending that you don't exist when I see you everywhere.

Gawd damn moody.

2009-08-31T14:25:00.002+08:00

You really suck, do you know that?
Everything's about you and nothing's about me.
I think I am the stupid-est arse face in the world to let you enter my life again and yank it from all under. I am not going to be some plaything for you to trample over. I am coming back, just you wait.

I am super moody lah. Cheesepie. And nobody's there.
Bye.

Don't worry about me.

2009-08-28T18:11:00.003+08:00

my hair looks like shit here. Super messy. But heck lah, I think very nice can already. Hehe. isn't the ribbon super chio? Ya lah, I wear this to school also cannot. Cheesepie.

Hello. I know all of you are wondering what's wrong with me, but I am fine now. And thanks to those who were asking me to cheer up on my comment page, its really nice to see someone who cares out there :) I love you guys. I love my friends too, all of you. I feel damn blessed now. Teehee.
I felt so much better ranting it all out yesterday and then talking on the phone with Marian prettaye last night, as well as rotting on msn. I was supposed to be doing my IS one (and I got do my IS okay), but then halfway, I got so fed up with the edit I decided to do it some other day.

Chiong-ed to school in the morning because Marian wanted me to go to school early for the first time in my life. Why leh? Of cus to do my duties as a matchmaker. HAHA. *wiggles eyebrows. But then the male lead was friggin out of sight. Dumbo lah. -.- And it was raining somemore. The school admin also no brain, wet weather they made us stand in the drizzle for like the whole morning and then took like effing long to see if its raining. So obvious its raining they don't know, so I guess if God added in dark clouds and thunder, then they can see lah. BLIND PEOPLE !$%# I think its just the jinx lah, all those usual fucktards in school that make my life miserable. Go retire lah, pea-brain. So, main storyline. We stood there under the rain carrying our heavy bags because we couldn't put it down (floor got puddles). Cheesepie.
Other than that, school was pretty slack, studied in the library with my usual khakis :) And literature was surprisingly productive today. Love it.

Suppose to be going off to Changi Airport or Staf's house for our own self-made IS camp :)
HAHAHAHA. Danielle suggested IS camp because all of us are fucked up busy with our IS's and we all have nightmares about it. Of cus stress lah, the damn project work is due like in idk how many weeks time. And there's hell lots to do can. -.- So anw, we wanted to all stone in front of coms and do IS together. At least we can remind each other and scold each other when we secretly go on facebook instead of chionging IS. Teeheee :)
Idk what I am still doing at home. Wahlau eh, do your IS lah, velencia.

Gawd, I am damn hungry now. I ate like two slices of bread for lunch today lor. I made it myself, so don't say I can't cook okay. Time to go raid the kitchen and seee got what food. Woohoo..

I can do this, I can overcome this.
I don't need you.
I don't need anybody.
If you don't give a fuck, then I don't give two fucks.
Bye.

p/s - Why my blog like nobody view and comment one? Its super dead, totally no incentive to blog lah. I lose my blogging mood, then I warn you ah, I will leave it dead. COMMENT LEH :(

Do you love me the way I love you?

2009-08-27T16:18:00.003+08:00

I sat by a corner, looking around and my mind drifted off to thoughts of you, thoughts of me and thoughts of what's happening around us. A string of questions form inside my head, is it just me or is it really true? Do you even know how I feel? How I tried to show you and yet you closed one eye towards it?

I thought I could neglect it, I could run away from it, I could shut myself from reality once I decided to. After all, its my life and I direct my own personal life movie. But running away never really is a solution to anything, is it? I should come to terms with it, should I?

Who am I to you? How much do I mean to you? Do I even mean anything to you?

You entered my life, only to destroy it? I'd rather you not enter at all.

You showed me one side of you, and then yet another side. Who are you? What are you?

I get so confused all the time, and Im sick of being confused.

I have a heart, and you don't recognise it. I have feelings and you don't know it. I can think and reflect and you ignore it.

I am so sick of pretending and giving in and just ignoring the fact that I am being taken for granted. Do you even realise it at all?

What do I want from you? I don't want you bootlicking and giving me honeyed sentences. I don't want you sending me gifts, I don't want you covering my expenses, I don't want you just entertaining me. What difference does it make? How different are you from just a mere sidekick, a mere pushover, a mere bootlicker for me? I don't want you to be someone so insignificant, I want you to just show me your true self, your sincerity and maturity and your heart, dear. Yes your heart. Is your heart ever mine in the first place?

I want to see your smile, your monkey face.

I want to talk to you and just smile at your answers.

I want to be able to hug you.

I don't mind just satisfying what you want.

I grow and learn from you.

Nothing else seems more important than what you say or do.

Thats what I mean by loving someone.

So...

Do you love me the way I love you?

Hi, Did you miss me?

2009-08-26T10:05:00.002+08:00

Hello, I am back. Like finally :) HOHOHO.
And I just did this facebook note thingy that Andy tagged me. Its abit stupid, so friends, go check it out. And if you're tagged, go do it. Yes, do it at your own discretion.

So what happened to me lately you might ask?
I have school, school and MORE school. And then, there is an increase in the number of consultation sessions, work and more work. But nevertheless, my friends and I have fun talking crap in between mugging sessions. Wait, do we mug? Yes we do mug. HAHAA. And talk cock at the same time lah. I mean, who in the friggin right mind will study non stop and not talk for like 5 mins before studying again right? If you do that, then maybe you're weird.
And I went shopping at some flea market the other day during the weekend with Mummy at Big Splash. I think they have flea markets every other day, but anw, I bought this really cute vintage dress that is REALLY flattering. I shld totally wear it someday and take a picture of it right? Yes I will. I've been buying things lately, like this new polka dotted ribbon gossip girl hairband that I've been wearing to school and then the fucking school admin doesn't like it. They're just jealous that I've got a cute hairband and they don't. Stupid dogs.

School isn't really fantastic and I DON'T look forward to school. Actually I am just looking forward to meeting my friends and talking with them, especially Pearlyn & Marian. We talk about certain things right, dearie? *wiggle eyebrows. LOL.
I just can't wait to graduate, and I'll be leaving this school in like approx. 2 mths time. I really need to get out of this hellzone asap, before I become some weird monster where nobody understands me anymore. And Kelvin is like rubbing it in, finishing his revision and finally, he's liberated. Stupid asshole :( I will get there, I swear. I will get there.
School right now is like being in Hogwarts. I am Harry Potter and then, i travel around the "castle", holding the Map and trying to walk without being caught by Professor Snape and his khakis. Do you get how i am feeling? Yes! If got chance, I will use a wand and zap all of them, castrate them and make them sissies I tell you, esp Mr S. I can't wait to grab him by his testicles and yank it all under. ARGH.

Ok. I should be studying and not blogging. What am I doing here?
Velencia is going to continue mugging with Shi Fei dearie beside me mugging too. Wahlau :(
I need ice cream later. MAGNUM!

p/s - I think I need anger management courses and some counselling. And then, best if I breakdown and then write a letter to school saying I breakdown. And then I can pin point all the blame to the fucktards in school. Hohohoho. Yes, dream on lah, vel. Dream on.

Sick Again.

2009-08-19T10:22:00.004+08:00

Teehee. I got peekchures okay. :)
Even when I am sick and dying in bed, I still managed to dig out some pictures & show you all. So I look like shitty in them, but who cares lah. I look normal can already right? HOHO.
I still haven't recover lah, the throat still super itchy and I keep coughing like wtfxz -.- mother chicken. Thank goodness my fever went down already, at least I won't have to rot at home and feel guilty that this dumbass here not doing any work. I need to start mugging already ok :(

The lighting sucks shit lah. Can't see my darling duckie -.-

Woohoo, more camwhoring *winkwink.
And, don't ask me about the ring please. I wear for fun. LOL.
I have to bloodily wear this mask since Saturday and its super irritating *pouts.
I didn't go out during the wkends or rather since Saturday. Sick what, Mummy didn't let me go out. I didn't even go to church k. :(
I wanna recover so that I can eat all the junk food again when I am mugging and not having to worry about coughing non stop. Please.

Wednesdays are boring. BORING lah. I am doing my damn IS with Sheeefei darling. Hoho. :) And she's doing something else instead of her stuff. Tsk.
I couldn't sleep when I was sick. Why? Because I dream of Mr Ng appearing in my dreams and telling me, where's your IS? You have only how many days left? You wan get U for your CSE isit? Cheesepie lah. You win. I doing it now :(
I wanna finish it and get an A and then make everyone else shut up. Velencia, still blogging here. Go do your IS lah.

k Bye. Must do IS. Shooshoo. :( BYE LAH.

p/s - 3 more days. Jyaan matheus. You friggin asshole :( Quickly come back lah.
p/p/s - I miss April lah! Cheesepie. I feel super sad.

BACK!

2009-08-17T15:21:00.002+08:00

Gawd, I realised I haven't been posting for like 12 days? :0
The last time was friggin 5th August! Okok, I am sorry to those who actually DO read my blog & find that there isn't proper entries. So you must be curious what happened to me lately? I shall try and lump it all in one post, which means that the details aren't gonna be explicit enough :)

I have been sick for the past couple of days, temperature's hovering around 38 to 39 degrees and the lowest it went was like 37.7. It was really torturous, and as I rest on my bed, I keep seeing Mr Ng's face in my dreams, and poking me with his continuous nagging of my IS paper which is due in 20++ days time. USELESS VEL, you shld finish your damn IS BODY! :(
Actually I've got my points, I need fucking research. -.-
But then google isn't helping much & I can't find anymore. Cheesepie.
Thank God my fever is down alrdy, and hopefully it means that the virus is gone for good. So I am going go back to mugging, more mugging and yes, you guessed it. MUGGING! woohoo!

Oh and btw, my beloved APRIL is off to Chicago for her first year at some university down there, studying business.
Darling, rmb to take care of yourself over there and Imma gonna miss you alotalot :(
I missed your continuous spamming of big head smiley faces on my planner.
I miss you la. fullstop! *pouts.
K, vel, you shld stop emo-ing. Rah. Chicken. :(
Also, that dumbass jyaan is off to M'sia celebrating his cousin's bday and not bothering about me. He's gonna get it real hard when he comes back. Wahlau, must wait for 5 days leh. Kill me pls.

Ala, I headache now. Go eat medicine and then off to bed. Miss me, I'll be back, I promise.

p/s -our whole class shld be quarantined.
p/p/s - i wan IS to be over and done with.

Shit Protected Timetable ):

2009-08-05T11:39:00.002+08:00

I don't know why everybody says blogger is giving them shit and they cannot upload pictures and all that crap, but then blogger seems to work out fine for me leh! Is it me or is blogger really fond of me? :D
So anyway, I am still sticking to blogger, with everyone moving to wordpress and some unknown freaky websites like onsugar or smth like that.

I haven't been regularly blogging because my life is boring and i have nothing fantabular to blog about. Okay maybe there's one. But its more of complaining and bitching. I shall not bitch. HAHAHAHA. Right..
Because of protected timetable, my usually-early-can-go-home-and-sleep days are now extended to like evenings and I HATE having lessons in the afternoon. I prefer it in the mornings because I can actually pay some bit of attention in tutorials. Afternoon lessons are like naptimes -.-

And the funny thing is that my timetable has hell lot of breaks, like really alot. And If the school admin could use their brains and actually push them all forward, I will end like around 12.30 everyday lah! But too bad, they do not have brains.
(Next time I take a photo of my timetable let you see. It sucks shit)
And today is even worse. I came to school for like one pathetic GP lesson in the wee hours of the morning and Mr Tan had some sore eyes thing, so he didn't come to class. AND guess what? That actually means I CAME TO SCHOOL FOR NOTHING :D
Seriously. Mother chicken lah.

K I feel a little bit better. Everybody hate the school admin.

p/s Quarrelled with brother ytd and I am not talking until he apologises. Don't blame everything to me ok? If you end up killing people, don't tell me I taught you that.

p/p/s I love talking to Marian Chiobu on the phone! :D Shared and gossip some stuff. HAHAHAHA. HEY PRETTY, you make me super hyped up and excited lah. I think I am more excited than you! ROFL.

Picture Overload and Update Of Weekend ! :D

2009-08-03T10:31:00.003+08:00

Hi peeps. I have pictures (oohs finally!). Pictures of random stuff and to kill boredom :D Love it.
Enjoy! And then I will update about my weekend which is hell boring.

School is so fucked up right now, with my new protected timetable. Its realy damn protected lah. I used to end so early and now, my breaks are cut short and my timings are hell shitty. Mother chicken *pouts.
And there are extra lessons and blahblahblah. Still need do Research paper, lots of work lah. Stress balls -.-
Andand, my thighs hurt like shit. Pearlyn complained to me today and said hers hurt too. Love it. We really walk like we just did that thing. ROFL. Me and Pearlyn was just laughing out of random jokes. Love you la, babe.

K, pictures of me studying and camwhoring when I am taking a break. You know, sometimes you need to take a break. Study and mug like siao is not going to work one. Trust me *winks.

Nothing to do during breaktime, so my khakis and I camwhore in class :D

I know we very bo liao, but then I love it. LOL.

And look like brother, he is like advertising for my elmo and my domokun purses. Brother, no use one, nobody's going to buy :D

AND... my REAL brother. Who's apparently sick right now. And he has to wear this mask. I love you lah brother :D

HAHAHAHHA.

...

K short update yeah?

Saturday

1) Water Polo Training in the morning. My thighs ache because of that. Shit.

2) Lunch at home, sleep.

3) Go to Church & then off to dinner at Siglap, near Era there.

4) Home. Sleep. Like a pig I know.

Sunday

1) Stayed at home like the whole day to mug, because I nvr really study on Saturday.

2) Economics Tuition with Xinzai and Kelmen *winks

3) Dinner at Mad Jack's :D Somewhere near Jalan Kayu. Awesome shit, I love it. LOL.

Okaaaay. Done updating ! Time to hit the books and crap with my girlfrienddssss. Time check, 10.45 ! :D

p.s I never knew that we couldn't click.

The road ahead is never ending.

2009-07-30T15:32:00.003+08:00

with credits to http://www.google.com/

Current Mood : Tired

Hello, everybody. I am here to actually blog & update my plurk again. I have no pictures today, sorry. Lets see, what I have done today actually. Nothing much, pretty mundane. But heck lah, this blog is my personal blog right? So I can jolly well say what I want to, RIGHT? Yes.

Went to school like pretty early and did the usual take the temperature thing in our civics venues. And our class almost broke the record for having everybody present. ALMOST! You see, the thing is that usually our class, one or two or even more people wouldn't be here. And Mr Veera was happy because he thought our class finally had full attendance. I think we rock shit. LOL.
And our whole class was like zombified today, chionging work & those unlucky fellas with their IS. Who is the asshole with the fucked up brain to invent this thing called IS? Screws the hell out of us man. -.-
I've been editing and adding research like dk how many times and still, I can't get it correct. And then, there's word count. Whatever really -.-

Hopped over to GoodNews & bought this really huge chunk of baked potato with chicken into Econs lesson. But then Chan was like tempted, I think. Most of us bought Goodnews and then, he gave us a lecture on how he was in the discipline comm and yet, he still let us eat. I pity him, ok, Mr Chan, we will eat subtly :D
Lesson lesson lesson. Slacking at the library with Kelmen & April and talk non stop. Read teenage etc. And then, time passes really fast. Love it.

I think my life is boring. Somebody, spice it up? :)
Oh, and I have this huge thing for leggings, messed up hair & falsies. Is that the grunge look? Ah whatever, I think it is grungy and I love it *winks
I have Water Polo on Saturday with my friends ! Need to drag myself up. But who cares? Shall camwhore on that day! :D

p.s You, you make me feel like nothing changed. Why?

RANDOM PEEEKCHURE TIME !

2009-07-29T11:24:00.003+08:00

Ok, Hello everyone. I finally dragged myself & uploaded some pictures here. Some random peekchures we took when we were bored in class. I love it. LOL. Love it.

And. School is BORING with a captial B.

Just look at Pearlyn's "eeeeeyer" face *winks.

Wahlau. They take me when I was turning away and talking to April *pouts ):

Look at my dearie's deep thought face. Love it :D

Took it whilst she wasn't looking. HAH.

Some asshole drew thing on the table. Can't read what it says?

It says ...

I am a cat.

I am a smelly cat.

I am a smelly fat cat.

Smelly fat cat I am. LOL!

You see, I am not the only one bored.

I drew all okay! :D and Pearlyn said the little stickman over at the left is mine. Wtf, I don't look like that !

And I am done with peekchures ! :D

...

Out for Prawn Mee later opposite school with the usual khakis ! LOVE IT ! *grins :D

p.s N is being a fucktard -.- Log in facebook got wrong ah? Wtf. Free also can idle on handphone whaattt.

I am Living This Huge Fat Lie.

2009-07-27T15:08:00.002+08:00

Dear you guys,

Hello, how have all of you been?
I am sorry I haven't been blogging these days. So many things caught up lately & so much stuff on my mind. As I have been expecting it all, loads and hell loads of work have been piling up on me and Idk where else to let my frustrations out. I haven't been in the best mood lately to blog, but I have been better. So hence, I am here again.

I've been taking pictures & loads of camwhorish pictures on my berry, but then I have no cable to actually upload them. So I will borrow one & then upload soon. In fact, I've heard about blogger giving some fuckedup-ness that you can't do this and that. So I think I will just wait till blogger actually does some maintenance or whatsoever.
School is boring. AS USUAL. When is school ever fun? Okay, maybeee its fun when you are joking around with your friends & stuff like that.
Stay in school :)
Oh and I've been getting really weird comments lately about how I've been so crazy & crappy myself. Let me tell you, its this TJ jinx that nothing and no charm can lift it. Idk why, my friends around me have got this disease & I swear this is irreversible. I wanna graduateeee like NOW -.-

And Mr Ng was being super funny again. He has short term memory loss :D

Mr Ng : Why haven't you been seeing me for your IS consultation? Book a slot this week.
Me : *quietly checks timetable & books a slot with him*
Mr Ng : You ah, I haven't seen your intro & lit review and all that you know. You have like only 40 days to finish it up.
Me : Mr Ng -.- I saw you like just last thurs.
Mr Ng : Really meh? Got meh?
Me : YESS! with Xinzi nears the cafe? And you told me to edit this and that!
Mr Ng : *laughs* Oh yaaaaa. Forgetful eh.

Its not forgetful, Mr Ng. Its VERY -.-

p/s I have nightmares about IS recently. I think I seriously will have some issues.

2009-07-16T17:41:00.002+08:00

The Loss

All you out there, lets all mourn the loss of somebody close, somebody who has spend the toughest times with me in life, somebody who was there ALL the time, someone who carried my burdens & stress, somebody I loved.
Come, lets have a moment of silence...

...

...

Lets commemorate the day I SPOILED MY SCHOOL BACKPACK!&%(&^
You see the pictures below & you can see that the whole strap came off, so how am I suppose to carry it anymore?!)#*&

Well, it happened like this.
I was waiting for bus 229 with Vibs & was on the way home for tuition. And then, 229 came very quickly. So Vibs & I boarded the bus & sat somewhere behind. I was sitting inside this really cramped seat (idk why i chose that place also when there are so many other seats). Even vibs has trouble trying to squeeze his legs in. So I asked him if his legs were comfy enough, he smiled and said fine (but i know it wasn't fine, Vibs. LOL).
So then, I was trying to arrange my backpack & put it nicely on my lap. I tugged a little bit & then SNAP! The whole strap came off, like literally the whole thing -.-
Am I brillant or what?
And I had to sorts lug my bag home, and it was dreadful ):

I wan my backpack BACK IN SHAPE! ):
And I have to spend money to get like a new one, but I don't wanna spend money anymore aft buying so much stuff the other day at bugis. And I don't exactly have people who print money. SO... HOW? you tell me *pouts.
HOWHOWHOW?
I am in a frenzy right now & I wanna kill people.
RAH.
Me wan my backpack now.

p.s like how the hell am i suppose to bring tmrw? A plastic bag? -.- Geez

2009-07-09T11:10:00.002+08:00

whooooo ~

Current Mood : Abit shagged.
Listening To : Whine up

Look, a picture of my noobie restaurant at restaurant city *grins
I know its supersuper noob but then you wait & see, I will have this fantabular big big restaurant & all of you will say I am pro. LOL.
I didn't have the effing brains to start this game, and actually kinda sianed cus like the coins going into my pocket take superrrrr long lahs !$)(#&^. I can't buy like alot of nicenice things to decorate my restaurant which sucks -.- *pouts.

I am so bored right now. And there's effing PE later. I hate PE -.-
So I will do a quiz that I saw on somebody's blog.
Here goes ...

Technology
1) What is your wallpaper on your computer?
- Eh is the dell original blue one counted?
2) How many televisions do you have in your house?
- Lets see. About 3?

Biology
3) Are you right handed or left handed?
- Right handed.
4) Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
- Is ear studs counted? Removed from the ear lobe mah :D
5) What is the last heavy item you lifted?
- Haven't been carrying anything heavy. LOL.
6) Have you ever been knocked out?
- Is after drinking wine counted?

Bullshitology
7) If it were possible, do you wanna know the day you will die?
- Yes, so that I can plan my life.
8) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
- Estelle.
9) What colour do you think looks best on you?
- Black, everybody says so.
10) Have you ever swallowed a non food item?
- A small fish bone.

Darenlogy
11) Would you allow one of your fingers to be cut off for $200000?
- How about I cut yours? -.-
12) Would you never blog again for $50000?
- Bring it on! :D
13) Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
- If I feel like it, I would.
14) Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1000000?
- No way.

Dumbology
15) What is in your left pocket?
- My school skirt only has a pocket on the right.
16) Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
- Wtf is that -.-
17) Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
- Yes.
18) Do you sit or stand in the shower?
- DUH, stand. How to bathe when sitting -.-
19) How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
- Two.

Lastology
20) Last person who texted you?
- Nicky
21) Last person who called you?
- Shi Fei darling
22) Last person you hugged?
- My brother. Cus we were having a pillow fight. :D

Favouritology
23) Number?
- 13
24) Season?
- Autumn
25) Colour?
- Duh. Black.

Currentology
26) Missing someone?
- My friends
27) Mood?
- Shagged.
28) Listening to?
- At first was Whine up, now White horse by taylor swift
29) Watching?
- Nothing?
30) Worrying about?
- My JCT results -.-
31) Wearing?
- School uniform lah.

Randomology
32) First place you went in the morning?
- The toilet to wash up.
33) What can you wait not to do?
- Homework. I hate doing homework.
34) Do you smile often?
- Depends.
35) Are you a friendly person?
- Ya think?

...

p.s And I am not myself anymore ):
p.p.s Can some kind soul tell me where to buy the coloured protective casing for my NOKIA E63?! *pouts

2009-07-08T11:47:00.003+08:00

Shagged.

Current Mood : Don't-wanna-wake-up-go-school

Hi, sup ppl?
Yesyes I am finally blogging & I am in a holiday mood (wake up woman!). Sorry if my blog seems kinda dry. But then, Imma lazy to keep things going all exciting. I promised that I will blog about yesterday. Ytd's retail therapy was awesome! I haven't had proper retail therapy for like a gazillion years.

Met Marian darling first at bugis. It was drizzling and thank god, the drizzle stopped. Otherwise, we would have been stuck at bugis street & I don't really like staying there for a long time. Walked over to Bugis Street & then started shopping. Was looking for a sling bag but apparently, bugis street is undergoing renovations. And like the zinc shop became super small (half the bags were gone!). Walked up to the 2nd level & then shopped in aircon. There were so many new shops & you guys should totally go there & seesee. So anw, to cut the long story short, I bought like a pair of leather leggings & a pair of black flats over there at bugis *winkwink! :D
Marian darling was a little uncomfy (she's claustrophic i think. haha!) and she desperately wanted to get out of there. So off we went to Bugis Junction...

Then whilst waiting for the queen Kelmen brother, Marian & I was searching for food at Bugis. But things are a little overpriced -.- Daylight robbery. One cup of bubble tea $4 -.-
So anw, we decided to forgo the bubble tea & stayed in this DVD shop for like hours. LOL. You know why? Because they were showing Boys Over Flowers on their tv screen! LOL. And we were just ogling at them. Yes, we are typical girls who have puppy crushes *grins.
And then, kelmen brother came with us. So we went to MUJI first to see some stuff. And like they bought more snacks & pens. Its really funny in there exploring MUJI. Nxt time I get my own house, I would buy stuff from MUJI & fill them. LOL.
Then we walk somemore near action city there & went to artbox. The stuff there are super funky lah! If I printed money, I would buy the whole shop down. *pouts ):

Went home early cus like we didn't feel like window shopping anymore & nobody has the money.
Used the com & played restaurant city again. :D
hahaha!
And then now I have school. *pouts
Me hate school.

2009-07-06T14:32:00.003+08:00

Show you a picture of my chio berry.. (:

My berry is in red. Super chio right?

I came across this blog owner with the exact same phone, but then in orange. Super nice & bright the color lah! I wanna know where to buy it, but he refuses to answer comments which is quite pathetic. Got blog, ppl comment but he don't wan ans questions -.-

So... Does anyone know where to get such covers for my chio phone?

Please comment me ):

Me wan buy the hot pink one!

AND...

I ENDED JCTS ALREADY! *winkwink

Omg. I finally can don't touch my books & notes already, can put down. In fact, Danny & I were discussing on our way home from school that we are so going to burn all my notes right after As. Okay lah, maybe not burn (pollution eh?), but then use as extra toilet paper! :D

Because of this stupid exams, my life really become no life. And now that its over, Imma going out shopping! Actually wanted to go out today but then my khakis all already got plans. So here am I at home blogging & playing restaurant city (p.s restaurant city really rocks shit).

Imma going out shopping tmrw with kelmen brother! & probably some class gathering lunch in the aftnoon :)

Shall blog & update tmrw when I am back shopping & buying what I want. wheee, can't wait *winkwink.

Ok, idk what to blog already. Shall hop back to facebook. ADD ME ON FACEBOOK YO!

AND, i realise nobody reads my blog or even comments ):

How? Don't want blog already luh. *pouts

2009-07-03T11:32:00.002+08:00

400th post!

Happy 400th birthday to my blog :D
Or rather happy 400th post. LOL.
Its been quite a lot of posts, I've been posting. And sorry to you guys out there for like going less active on blogs. Mainly because I have been really busy with stuff & hence, lazy to go online & blog. And Yeahhhhh. I have pictures k. Only too lazy to upload them :D

I am ending my JCT exams soon, rather next monday. And then we have an additional youthday holiday *winkwink :D
Anyone wanna go shopping?
Me needs to go shopping, to let go of all the stress, all the sorrow.
I need to stockup on oh-so-many things lah. And don't say I am rich or whatever, because I seldom shop. I shop in like once in every few years (ok, exaggerated), so its okay if i go on a spree right? :/ Its okay lah!

I love my new phone leh & am now hooked onto facebook. Restaurant city! :D
Yesterday I came to school, and then tried sending a few texts. But then, my little berry refuses to listen to me. So it keep pendings. All the msgs I sent to kelmen & pearlyn they all, all never receive. Luckily aft Lit Paper, I kissed it, and my berry's back to normal. Oh yeah!
Lucky Marian is at home sleeping & then mugging for her history. Its like not fair lah. I have a stupid paper in the aftnoon & right now, I feel like sleeping.
Really feel like sleeping. zzz

p.s I lost my ear spike ): my beloved red spike. fuck.

2009-06-25T13:11:00.002+08:00

Imma violent raging kid.

Actually, no wait Imma gentle person. But then thanks to some brillant decisions made by brillant people, i have turned to someone violent & fierce & irritating, so violent till I wanna rip off the eyeballs of those..
WHO DOESN'T WANNA EXTEND OUR HOLIDAYS. -.-

Why can't they freaking give us 1 wk holidays? At least I have 1 more wk to study, just 1 more wk. But no, they can't do a simple deed for us. How nice -.-
And how come some schools can postpone their exams and my brillant school just can't follow the same? They can copy every other thing that other schools do, and then take credit, but they just can't copy them just this once & postpone our freaking exams. Do you see the stupid logic here? -.-

And shit, our school has a case. I say.. We should all take a private jet to the affected areas and then come back. And have a mass infection. Infect the shit out of everybody.
Okay, my brains have left me.
Idk who is actually blogging this shit entry.
Gahs, me have to go study AGAIN -.-

p.s And sorry man, no pictures to brighten up this blog. The thing is I haven't really been in a camwhoring mode, whereby i snap random pictures. But I promise I will try to get into the mood, someone has gotta bring me into the mood & then I will snap like no tmrw. But then me uploading the pictures will be another diff story because I am really lazy & people who know me will know that I am hell lazy. LOL.

2009-06-22T22:34:00.002+08:00

hey. Here to blog again. My blog seems dead :O omg. And idk how to revive it. Any suggestions? Im beginning to use my blog like twitter. Haha. See my plurk for more updates although its dead! :B
And btw, go to channelnewsasia.com & vote for extension of school holidays k! Must vote, cus like i don't wanna go back school so early
:B
Kay, now since my phone can blog easily, i shall blog regularly. But no pictures guaranteed! Xoxo

2009-06-16T13:48:00.002+08:00

hello, its been a hell long time since i blog. So let me do a short post (: and its effing hard to type a post here. Wtf.
Me using my oh-so-chio red berry phone to blog, nice mummy decided to buy me a new phone & sign line for me lorhs. I love her loads. And i changed my hp number, for pls change my number in your contacts list, no longer using the 81... Number alrdy. Thanks (:

Im currently sick & like coughing till no tmrw. Everybody arnd me is like sick, so drink more water peepos

2009-06-02T16:39:00.004+08:00

#COLLECTION 2 (TOPS) !

1) French Connection FCUK T Shirt.

RESERVED AND PENDING PAYMENT.

2) Two boyfriends Tee Shirt
- Available only in design shown above.
- Free Size, but more to size S/M.
- Selling at $10!

3) I know I am pretty Tee.
- Fits Size S/M.
- Selling at $10!

4) Hot Girlfriend Tee
- Fits size S/M
- Selling at $10!

5) Innocent Tee
- Fits Size S/M
- Selling at $10!

6) Hula & Co Graphic Tank Top

RESERVED AND PENDING PAYMENT!

Interested please leave a comment on my comment page or email me at groovingurlz@hotmail.com and I will get back to you asap! Whilst stocks last. Feel Free to look at collection ONE too! Thanks.

2009-05-29T11:08:00.002+08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL..

Current Mood : Excited

I shall cut this short as to what I am looking forward to during the holidays. In fact, I don't think that its going to be a holiday, but nevertheless. But I am still happy that its still holidays.

1) I never have to wake up hell early for school anymore, even though I have to come back some days for lessons, but most of them are in the afternoon. So I can catch up on beauty sleep!

2) Its a pain to study in school, when the environment really sucks, with all the assholes around. So its a joy to finally have like the whole school to yourself, where the library & all will probably be almost empty!

3) I don't study alone. So when I feel like giving up, then you see your friends studying, you'll feel better immediately, that you're not the only one going through the shit. HAHAHA.

4) You get to have Pizza Hut Mondays & Yoshinoya Fridays with all your best buddies, catching up on stuff. And then not coming back to school a month later to be aliens again! (:

5) No teachers. No Dm. No more fuck.

BUT... everything has its down side.

6) Have to chiong effing IS.

7) Study for JCTS which makes June not a holiday anymore.

8) No more fun, no more shopping. No more lazing around!

9) More school more school more school. Fuck, more school.

And... thats about it! Hahahaha.
Enjoy your holidays.

2009-05-27T11:43:00.002+08:00

A biggieee thanks.

A big thanks to all those who were there for me yesterday, for certain issues which I won't say over here.
I shall be busy write dedications, and all those whose names were mentioned, please be honoured.

1) Marian Chiobu! (L)
Thanks so much darling for holding my hand and comforting me. For making me snap back to reality. You make an awesome counsellor & you should totally go for sociology if ever you want to, I support you all the way. I thank you for brightening up my day & making me laugh. And guess what? You are really nice to poke at *grins*. I love eating lunches with you & just gossiping about anything & everything under the beautiful sun. I love you and thanks so much for everything! (:

2) Pearlyn Dearie
I know you get into a loss when you see people crying, but I thank you for not giving up on me. I thank you for sitting beside me & just massaging me to make me feel better. And not to forget those little lunches we had every day, I love playing and fooling around with you. I agree, TJC isn't a fantastic place, but thankfully, we've got each other running through the race. And thanks darling, for being a wonderful friend. I love you!

3) Wendy Darling
Hi dear, although you pon school like a gazillion times & I never really see you all the time, but thanks for being such a wonderful friend, a pillar of support and your fat shoulder to lie on. Heee *grins*. Thanks for making sure I feel better, I love you lah. And your fat bowl of candies work for me yesterday. Bring more candies to school! :D

4) Shi Fei Dearie
Thanks for accompanying me wherever I went in school, despite you planning on what to do already. Thanks so much for not leaving me in the lurch, I love you so so much! (:
Thanks for asking if I am alright & making sure that I am alright. And I just love to vent my frustrations all the time, but you, knowing that I do that, listen to me patiently & never complained. I can't ask for more, darling. You're awesome! (:

5) Kelvin
Shocked to see your name here, romeo? LOL. Thanks for withstanding all my shitty periods and emotional phases (which I think accounts for like everyday). But nevertheless, you were there for me, and thanks so so so much! I love you! :D

...

Now that I am done with the oscar speech, so I shall go off and then make myself feel better. Lots of things running through my mind.
But I thank God for giving me such angelic friends to tide me through this. I love it. And no matter what I am facing, they're always there. Life's good (:

p.s I might be changing to wordpress, don't wanna use blogger anymore.

2009-05-26T11:02:00.000+08:00

Growing up is an awfully pain process...

2009-05-22T18:04:00.002+08:00

Im back... Did you miss me?

Yesyes, rumours are confirmed that I am back to blogging, not sure if its the same frequency as it used to be, but still, I am blogging. So be thankful I haven't abandoned this blog.

Me love watching the boys over flowers drama, I think its the most awesome drama for me right now. I love everything about me. Me wanna migrate to korea right now *pouts

Nobody's buying my stuff. Nobody's commenting. Wteff. ):
Me don't wanna blog, me wanna close everything down already luhs.
Me wanna cry, me miss Kim Hyun Joong.
Ah, forget it. Me wan continue watching the show. Bye.

2009-05-21T16:31:00.002+08:00

Presenting. . .
KIM HYUN JOONG! (:

He's officially the new hot guy on my list. I think he's way hotter than some of the actors I've seen, and obviously the character he plays in "Boys Over Flowers" is like super hot. If you have watched it, go watch it. Its an awesome show, other than the ugly leads respectively, but there are hot guys and girls for you to ogle at.

I wanna date kim hyun joong, shall learn Korean. HAHA.
Ok, this is getting extreme.

Me go watch Boys over Flowers again. Bye! xoxo.

2009-05-21T11:48:00.002+08:00

Dear readers,

Hello. Good to hear from me again right?
I have placed the link for #collection 1 on the advertorial column, so you can feel free to click on it anytime you want.
So that I can fully now update about my personal life now, instead of commercialising my blog which some of you do not like (judging by the comments i get on the comment page).
Sorry about it yes? Thanks for bearing with me.

So stay tuned, velencia will be back soon!
I have been busy & I promise I will try to find time to like update about my boring life.
No frets.

Meantime, have fun & continue commenting yes? Otherwise I will lose my drive to blog actually. I might even close this down.

xoxo.

2009-05-20T11:26:00.002+08:00

PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADS!
DON'T BE STINGY ABOUT IT.
I WILL LOVE YOU IF YOU DO.
THANKS.

xoxo. Please, thanks.

2009-05-19T11:25:00.001+08:00

#EDITED COLLECTION 1 (ADDED PICTURES)

1. Converse Polo Shirt
- Fits Size M
- Available only in White.
- Selling at $19!

2. Mindustry Rock Chic Tank Top

- Fits Size S/M

- Available only in the colour shown in picture.

- Selling at $22!

3. White chiffon Top

- Fits Size S/M.

- Available only in white.

- Worn twice, condition 10/10

- Selling at $18!

4. Printed Kimono Top

RESERVED! PENDING PAYMENT!!

5. Diesel Denim Skirt

[Note : The skirt in the picture may look torn and tattered, but apparently its the design. Yeah, it is new. ]
- Fits Size M (approx size 28/29)
- This denim colour available only, 1 left.
- Selling @ $18!

6. Authentic Levi's Ladies Midnight Blue Jeans.

- Fits Size 28/29.

- Colour is more of black then navy.

- Brand New, picture shows the label already, to prove authenticity.

- Bought from the US straight, so SG shops probably do not have them now.

- Selling at $95!

7. Authentic Levi's Patty Anne Square Cut Jeans.

- Pictures show the label to prove authenticity.

- Fits Size 26/27.

- Brand new (the tag)

- Selling at $85!

8. New Future Green Skinnies.

- Brand New.

- Fits Size 26.
- Selling at $22!

9. Giordano Black Plain Tank Top
- Racer back, black, 1 left.
- Fits Size M.
- Condition 10/10, worn once only, but too big for me.
- Selling at $15!

Interested please email me at groovingurlz@hotmail.com or text me if you have my number for those who know me.
You are free to leave your enquiries on my comment page & I will get back to you asap. I do mailing or meetups, depending on which you prefer. Thanks.

I have sold 2 New future shorts, 1 pair of skinnies, 2 dresses, shoes, 4 tops and 3 printed shirts before already, so trust in me. (:

2009-05-18T09:47:00.002+08:00

MORE PICTURES COMING UP!

I will upload more pictures on the other clothes I am selling, so please be patient. Thanks for the support btw.
And soon enough, after everything's uploaded, I will put a link that directs back to these posts on my advertorial column, so that you can click and browse through as & when you like it. But these posts will be deleted once everything's sold out.

I will start updating about my life soon, after I am done with all the sales stuff. So be patient, darlings. And keep those comments coming in, I will try to reply your comments soon. Thanks for making my blog so-not-dead ! :D

See you soon! xoxo.

2009-05-14T16:34:00.003+08:00

INTERESTED IN CLOTHES?

I'll be selling new clothing collection soon, so stay tuned!
And yes I will be uploading pictures.

I might need advertisers to help me advertise the collection featured on my blog, thank you.

2009-05-14T15:39:00.003+08:00

Sympathise with Beggars.. NOT

I am going to like blog about my recent encounter with beggars in Singapore, seriously they think they can like act but in actual fact, they friggin can't.
So anyway, what I am trying to say is..
DON'T ever ever listen to what fuck they are saying. (:

So, I shall start my story proper...

Marian darling & I was like lepak-ing around Bedok after school. Then, we were sitting down drinking some stuff and this really decent-looking woman came to approach us holding some Metro plastic bag. Then she went on & on about how charitable she was. I show you a part of our conservation (or rather most of the conversation).

Her : Excuse me, you guys from Tampines Sec one is it?

Me : No, from TJC.

Her : Not from Tampines Sec one meh? Or pasir ris one?

Me : *cursing and swearing to myself.* Tmd, Tjc become tampines sec, she colour

blind one leh.

Her : You know ah, my friend's grandmother... blahblah.. recession, shop close down, blahblahblah. Then I am being charitable come here and help her sell her leftover stocks lah. You know leftover stocks also no usesit there collect dust only. So come here to sell lah. Right?

Marian : Oh so what you selling? Can let us see some of your products or not?

Her : Oh we selling cute cute pouches lah, for young girls like you.

Marian : *rolls eyes* Can you just show us some samples?

Her : Don't worry, very cheap one. Just now those few school girls bought from me.

Some around $5 to $8 like that.

And then, she took out one pathetic blue frame & said it was $5, and this pathetic pouch that I can't even stuff my 50 cents inside and said it was $8 ._.

She thinks we were born yesterday or something. Marian & I were like staring at each other, shocked lah. Don't know what to say. Those things really look like she stole them or something, or selling to us second hand goods. Plus, when she was taking out from her bag, her hand was shaking, then she only show us like half of it, like don't dare to show us.

Her : Don't worry, really very cheap one. Usual price $9.20, then I give you guys $8.

Me : Nah, I don't think I want.

Marian : Yeah, we don't really need these things right now. Thanks.

Her : Then you can buy as Mother's Day present? Mother's Day now what right?

Marian : We already bought for our Mothers. Mother's Day over already.

Her : Oh, then what about your friend's bday or teacher's day? Sure will give them

present right? Then you can buy this for them, I am sure they will like it.

Me : Our friends' birthdays are over already and some of their bdays not yet.

Her : Then buy these for them lah.

Marian : *pissed off look* We already make card for them, and bought the presents.

No thanks.

Her : Make card only meh? How can?

Me : WE FUCKING BOUGHT THE PRESENT LAH.

And the conversation ended, with her and her black face, walking to another group of students to try and cheat them. Seriously, I would have just called the police or just chase her away. But she was dressed decently, her spectacles Bonia one somemore, and you guys should know Bonia is some Italy brand, super expensive one. Then Marian said to me, want buy present also buy others lah, buy her stupid ugly present, wtf. hahahahahhah!

And then, we sat there awhile, observe how she cheat other students (she only approach students lor! ), then half the time she never even take out her sample pouches, keep talking non stop like no tmrw, and the students stupid enough, never ask her to take out let them see see first.

Lesson learnt.

Never trust beggars. Nowadays beggars no longer wear rags & look like shit, they can even afford nice bags & nice shoes one you know. Some of them even can wear jewellery (gold somemore!). And they usually approach young people like us, thinking that we were born yesterday. Honestly.

I used to sympathise with these beggars, but not anymore.

Maybe I will occasionally drop a coin for those REALLY disabled ppl sitting on the streets busking or selling tissue, but those with hands & legs, please fucking get a proper job.

Gosh, I was so damn pissed over this.

2009-05-13T11:45:00.004+08:00

I am dying inside.

This is what you do when you get bored - Cam Whore.
And I think I am so friggin good at it already.
And biggie thanks to my bro for cam whoring with me. I think only he's willing to cam whore. Other people just shoo me away. Sickening.
Can use his pictures as blackmail too. *grins. (:

...

School is as usual - BORING! with a capital B.
And everybody around me is suffering from blues, not just monday blues, but tuesday blues and everyday blues. Nobody can save us until we get out from this hellish place soon enough. Don't believe me? I show you pictorial evidence.

My darlings & I are dying already. Even sitting in the canteen tires us.

The whole right hand side of our class was like this. Awesome right?

So Pearlyn dearie gave me bubblegum from m'sia & we were popping bubbles during lessons! :D

...

I need a nice long long break ):
I am counting down to the end of A levels.

All you darlings out there, ask me outttt~!

2009-05-08T19:31:00.002+08:00

Hello dahlings,

I wanted to like blog but then I have been caught up with loads of stuff right now, so I promise I would blog, probably like during one of the weekends or something. With pictures alright?

Thanks so much to you guys out there who are reading my blog & constantly supporting it. Well, if there are more people flooding my comment page, I will probably have the drive to blog. Otherwise, I don't see the point there. LOL.
And, I will try to reply some comments when I have the time, no worries. (:

So..

Have a great weekend ahead alright? And I'll be back to update you guys with more stuff. See you soon. xoxo.

2009-05-07T11:16:00.004+08:00

Overdued Pictures & Update..

I was suppose to be updating for labour day weekend. But then I got so lazy, so I shall update today then. So here goes ...

Labour Day

It was Mom & Dad's wedding anniversary.
So my family went to this super ulu country side NUS guild house at Adam Rd there to eat jap food (my fav !) (:

My bro looks spastic here. Hahaha.

We ended up ordering this shabu shabu thing, which was really good. I thought it was good, except that the soup was like plain water. But the service here really sucks, I got freaking pissed by this waitress. I don't think I'll ever go back there again, plus the price is like sky high. You probably have to be a millionaire then can eat there frequently.
One shabu shabu pot with like 8 slices of beef already $65+, then confirm not enough one, need to top up servings if you want to share. So cfm $100+ alrdy. Super cheat money.

Went to NTUC @ thompson plaza to stock up on snacks & bought like loads of tidbits & chips. Mummy was complaining that I grab everything I see, haha. I need food.

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Saturday (after labour day)

Slacked at home for like the whole afternoon, had tuition in the early morning with Xinzieee (:
Xinzi was so funny, she was trying to control her laughter about our tutor but then she couldn't.
C'mon Xinziieeee, stop laughing! LOL.

Then in the evening, I went to this ulu punggol place for seafood, it was some Marina country club I think. You can actually play games, rent boats, dive, eat seafood & prawning there. Super awesome place. At first I thought it was this fucked up ulu place with all the jungles around, but then I was proven wrong.

This go-kart thing was at the entrance of the club. But only for kids who are teeny weeny. Even my bro couldn't fit in. Haha.

This is the swimming pool, with a DJ area & a stage with spotlights. Then got like waterfall one, totally like MIAMI poolside party like that. (Sorry the pictures are a little blur, I wasn't in the mood to like snap loads. Plus I didn't bring my camera, this is like lousy phone quality).

Then got a lot of music playing, super cool lah!

I think I wanna have my bday party some time here (:

Had seafood dinner, then off to play arcade & perspired like a pig because even though I wore so little, the place was like a desert, super hot. Idk what was wrong with the air con, like seriously. Then there was this enclosed room with cushions & velvet carpets, it was like one cubicle for one PSP. Can rent PSP games there one lah! LOL. One hour for diff games, $5 (:

I wanted to play the game but then the air con was fucked up, and the controller & practically everything else. So forget it, stick with arcade.

Play until late at night, then home-d at idk what time. Awesome.

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There, I updated already! LOL.

There seem to be some conversation at my comment page. Its flooding but I want it to flood more. So people, comment. Otherwise I'll probably lose the drive to blog & close it. Maybe I should close this blog. Hmm...

p.s Have you guys bought your Mother's Day present yet? (:

2009-05-06T11:51:00.002+08:00

100 truths

I got tagged to do this lame quiz on facebook. So here I am doing it and then I have to like tag 25 people. Bear with me (:

WHAT WAS YOUR...?

1. Last beverage - Soya Bean from school canteen.
2. Last phone call - Pearlyn.
3. Last text message - Kelvin (:
4. Last song you listened to - Regret (some jap song!)
5. Last time you cried - Few weeks back (?)

HAVE YOU EVER...

6. Dated someone twice - Couple of times, but I was young then.
7. Been cheated on - Once, and he got hell from me.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it - Absolutely !
9. Lost someone special - My Cousin Bryson♥
10. Been depressed - I think I am suffering from depression.
11. Been drunk and threw up - I am not a fan of drinking.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS...

12. Pink
13. Black
14. Red

THIS YEAR(2009) HAVE YOU...

15. Made a new friend - Yeah.
16. Fallen out of love - Yeah.
17. Laughed until you cried - Definitely (!)
18. Met someone who changed you - Yeah, but I knew him ages ago already.
19. Found out who your true friends were - Yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you - No.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list - Uh. No.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life - Duh ! All lah!
23. How many kids do you want to have - Preferably one.
24. Do you have any pets - Is fishes in a bowl counted?
25. Do you want to change your name - Maybe my Chinese name.
26. What did you do for your last birthday - Had a surprise from somebody♥ (:
27. What time did you wake up today - 7 plus for fucking school.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night - Studying.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - For the End of A's (!)
30. Last time you saw your Mother - Last night.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - To not go astray.
32. What are you listening to right now - Nothing.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now - The fucker who thinks he's uber hot.
35. Most visited webpage - I go everywhere.
36. Whats your real name - Myob.
37. Nicknames - Read my profile, honey.
38. Relationship Status - Single.
39. Zodiac sign - Goat.
40. Male or female - Female (DUH!)
41. Elementary - SACPS.
42. Middle School - Cedar
43. High school/college - Find out yourself.
44. Hair colour - Highlighted brown.
45. Long or short - Long & layered.
46. Height - 1.63 m
47. Do you have a crush on someone - I don't even know myself.
48: What do you like about yourself - The fact that I am strong headed.
49. Piercings - How many do you have?
50. Tattoos - Refer to above question.
51. Righty or lefty - what fucking question is this?

FIRSTS

52. First surgery - None?
53. First piercing - When I was a kid.
54. First best friend - Dawn.
55. First sport you joined - Swimming.
56. First vacation - Bali (awesome place)
58. First pair of trainers - I hate wearing trainers.

RIGHT NOW..

59. Eating - You.
60. Drinking - Nothing.
61. I'm about to - Sleep 'cus life just sucks.
62. Listening to - nothing lah, dumbass.
63. Waiting on - soccer match later.

YOUR FUTURE

64. Want kids - Yeah.
65. Get Married - Yeah. Who doesn't?
66. Career - I have a wide range of options right now. We'll see.

WHICH IS BETTER..

67. Lips or eyes - Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses - Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller - Taller.
70. Older or Younger - Doesn't matter.
71. Romantic or spontaneous - Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms - Both.
73. Sensitive or loud - Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship lah! Dumbass.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant - A mix of both.

HAVE YOU EVER...

76. Kissed a stranger - No (!)
77. Drank hard liquor - No.
78. Lost glasses/contacts - None.
79. Sex on first date - Fuck you.
80. Broken someone's heart - Hell lots.
82. Been arrested - Use brain think can? I wouldn't be here if I am.
83. Turned someone down - Yeah, loads.
84. Cried when someone died - Duh! I have a soul you know.
85. Fallen for a friend - Yep.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

86. Yourself - Definitely.
87. Miracles - Sometimes.
88. Love at first sight - Nope.
89. Heaven - Duh!
90. Santa Claus - Nope. He's some stinking old man.
91. Kiss on the first date - Yeah, why not?
92. Angels - Definitely.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time - You'd think?
95. Did you sing today - Yeah, with my dearie.
96. Ever cheated on somebody - You'd think?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go - End of O's, I wanna relive my life.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be - Beginning of last year.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love - Not really.
100. Posting this as 100 truths - Read title, honey.

P.S this whole quiz is super shit, 100 truths, but in actual fact, you count all of them, less than 100 one. And I am not tagging anybody already. So do it at your own free will.

2009-05-06T11:28:00.002+08:00

Finally.. A random update.

Hihi, sorry peeps.
I haven't been regularly updating & then I looked at my comment page, and woah, so many people ask me to update. So here, I am to update.

I think I am super clever, I was ready to actually upload some nice pictures taken over the labour day weekend, when i went to so many places. And then I took out my memory card & my disk drive, I realise i forgot to bring the adapter. Awesome, super awesome. So that means I can't upload pictures for this post. You guys have to wait. I am sorry.

Andand.. Loads of things happened & I am kinda lazy to write in detail. So I guess I will write them some other time.
Having the last soccer match later on at MJC against SRJC (:
Awesome.

And to that irritant (you know who you are) :
If you think that you're so hot, then you're living in self denial.
Its okay, stupid & ugly people don't see the light.

Pfft. I've been freaking pissed. A note to all : Looks can be deceiving, like really deceiving. You might see someone you think is decent, but in actual fact, he/she's a damn right foul bastard. So look around for ugly people, they are usually the decent ones. (:

tra lalala ~ off to play scrabble with kelvin :D xoxo.

p.s Have you guys gotten your little pressies for Mother's Day? Its this weekend! :D

2009-04-29T11:45:00.002+08:00

I've changed.

Hi peepos.
Thanks to all who have sent encouraging comments & texts. I love you guys (:
And.. I've thought things through. I believe I had come to a conclusion, & I am feeling so much better.
Sorry for not updating like nicer stuff & uploading nicer pictures on my blog, I promise I will, soon enough. Especially since I am so ready to cam whore right now. *winks.

And crap, there is a fly flying around my com. Some disgusting sand fly. Yucks.
I am not eating anymore Char Siew rice no longer. It really sucks.
I was eating char siew rice yesterday & mummy was like talking to me about swine flu. And then I look at my Char Siew, it really reminded me of the little piggies. Forget it, no more Char Siew rice from now on.
So, I ended up eating the rice & leaving the pork aside. My $2.50, just thrown in the bin. *Pouts.

I am going for soccer match later on. Finally dearie will be joining me in the campus ! (:
Shall cam whore like no tmrw.

I am really busy these days, so the frequency of my updates will be like delayed. Sorry about that.
xoxo.

2009-04-28T09:18:00.002+08:00

Relationship-phobic.

Current Mood : Depressed.

Dear diary,

I haven't been in the best of moods lately, I think everything's fucked up. Don't ask me why, idk either. Everything's just wrong, like super wrong in my life & I hate it. I can't wait to get out of this phase or best, escape from reality.
Has been quite a bitch, spoiling all the fun in my life. And now, I am left here alone, thinking of what's next. And then, I realised I just ruined everything, under my own hands. How clever, velencia.
I also realised that I am alone here.
Once, I was thinking & stoning in bed & then I scrolled through things & hell yes, there's nobody, nobody actually who understands and is there for me. What the hell, really.
I get so depressed, that soon enough I am going to be mentally unstable. I don't want to, I am already affected enough.

All I want is some nice person who's willing to stay by me through all the times.
But that person doesn't exist in this world.
Nobody does.
Fuck, I am so sick of blogging already.

2009-04-24T11:20:00.003+08:00

Stiff bored.

Current Mood : Lifeless.

Pardon me. I was playing with the fan next to my laptop yesterday, whilst chionging out work. Hah. I was stressed, so needed to destress. I like the fan because its big & white & super oriental. Gave me inspiration for a design, some oriental gown. When I actually freaking design it, then I'll take a picture. Loads of stuff to catch up on, loads of work to do. Hence, I never blog as frequently as before. Sorry peepos.

So..
UPDATES!

This is the Match for TJC vs MI (Milennia Institute) @ VJ on Wed.

We are in red, MI in blue.

Best Match we've played so far, really. Alot of climax & tension.

Those who didn't go & watch it, poor you.

Then I stayed back to watch the VJC vs SRJC for awhile.

Wahsei, these pictures so clear, compared to the other crappy pictures I took, from the same camera somemore. I think my camera's crazy.

VJC girls are like teh sex yo. They play better than guys. I really salute them, really.

Baobao & I went to the toilet right? Come back, they scored two goals already. Zai right? I know.

Then when I left with Yi Ern, the score line was 10-0. Idk how many more they scored, but heck lah. So next week, TJC's going to aim for single digit yes? SINGLE DIGIT (:

We will lose anw. Hah.

Oh and Pearlyn dearie, I saw martin @ VJC. Haha. Irritating idiot.

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There's megahouse function later on. Idk if I am popping by to see. Got free ipods to win leh. I wanna go and see. We're suppose to like dress in swinging sixties. Wtf. I shall see if my darling Marian wants to go, and then I'll think about it.
Plus HC voting later! The votes are really just superficial lah. I don't think the fucking votes count anw. Oh well.

I shall go & poke my pet in facebook right now. Pokepoke.

p.s You have no idea how much I missed you.

2009-04-21T18:58:00.002+08:00

You're an irritating piece of shit.

Dear Diary,

I am so burnt out these days that I couldn't even find the damn time to blog. So friggin piled up with work work and more work. Feels like time is never enough. And looking at the pathetic result slip I've acquired, sometimes you feel that commiting suicide is the next best alternative. And guess what? I haven't had enough sleep these days, diary. My eyebags are showing & I seem old. Oh gosh, next agenda on the list after A's, go for a heavy makeover whereby they zap zap away all my wrinkles & eyebags with Botox or something. I don't fucking care what they use but as long as I resume to my holiday-mortem, I am happy with it.

And sometimes, I don't understand how people cannot feel things. Like don't you have fucking instincts?
And to that certain someone, I tried so hard to like show you the truth, the truth about reality, about me in fact. I've bared it all, my heart, my soul. And I get nothing in return. Not that I expected anything in the first place. I feel so tired, on top of my physical exhaustion.

Bring me to somewhere happier please. Somewhere over the rainbow.
I don't care when, make it now.
I need some sleep. BADLY.
Bye.

xoxo.

UPCOMING EVENTS :

Soccer Match against MI
Parent-Tutor Dialogue

Stay tuned.

2009-04-18T19:54:00.002+08:00

The search for connection disconnects us from those who connect.

Look at my title & you'll probably go wtf? Even I don't understand my own title. Rory sent me this quote once and I go huh? Then he said I would know when the time is right.
Idk when the time is going to be but I think I know. I think so.
Basically...
You have to let nature takes it own course. Searching & forcing things your way will sometimes blind you away from something that is meant to be yours. Ok, Idk if I am making sense. But there, you get it.

Things have been really shitty right now & I am going to be undergoing a busy month in school, with things piling up on me like there's no tmrw. But I guess I will have to face it. We can run but we can't hide.
Been running away from reality, keep wanting to slackslack & like do nothing but laze in bed. Somemore, thinking of going out to watch movie. Wtf right? I know. Someone slap me.

Velencia, you shall wake up & stop dreaming a bed of roses.
You have a fucked up stack of work to finish & you wanna get into the U right?
Look at wtf you're doing. You think you can get in?
Shit you.
Someone should tell me to study.

p.s Found a funny truth, a difference between guys and girls. Girls have sharp elbows whilst guys have flat ones. Girls forgive and NEVER forget, guys forget but NEVER forgive. Thats hilarious. xoxo.

2009-04-16T12:19:00.006+08:00

My life is all fucked up.

Current Mood : Given myself up to fate.

Hi earthlings. As I promised, I am here to update. Idk if I should continue update regularly, but oh wells. I think this is going to be like a really really shitty long post, I need to rant, everything's bottled up inside and keeping shit inside your body isn't going to do you any good. So what's a blog for? To let your stuffiness out ! Duh.

So let me start with the pictures for two events that happened yesterday, and just yesterday itself. Cool isn't it?

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1) The "Pet Fever" Event --> Its some Mazarin Programme project that occurred in school where you see animals of diff sorts roaming around our campus & it was really freaky because there was this huge dog running around and basically eating everything he sees its nice. And I have this huge phobia of big bulky dogs. But then, there are some really cute animals which I took snapshots of, esp ones that I liked *winks winks* teehee.

[Warning : Picture Heavy!]

I like the sexy grey one. Its hyperactive and it loves standing on two legs. Crazy one this dog.

My friends and I love this brown pet, idk whats his name. But it doesn't bite nor does it bark. LOL. I love this kind of dogs lah!
I am so going to own a pet when I grow up, some nice sexy dog with a sexy name. Teehee.

2) Soccer match TJC vs Hwa Chong --> Venue was at MJC *coughs* but anw, match started at around late afternoon there and the sun was friggin hot. I swear, I feel like we're in the middle of Egypt. Okay, more pictures.

Juniors looking bored & thinking of raiding the MJC's canteen every 5 mins.

Rachel & Yi Ern.

I quickly snapped Yi Ern but my fucking camera shutter wasn't quick enough.

Baobao and me (:

(FYI : her real name isn't baobao)

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We are in red and Hwa Chong's in white.

Lost the match to them but we shouldn't have.

But oh wells, what's done is done. Just play well for the upcoming matches and hope for the best for the next batch.

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In school today and it was totally boring. BORING with a capital B.

Oh and Pearlyn made me drink this weird concunction of juice today. Peiyi suggested that we each think of a fruit and then all 3 of us say the fruit at the same time. And then Pearlyn suggested carrot, Peiyi suggested Mango & I just shouted Strawberry. So..

Guess what mix is it? Carrot + Mango +Strawberry! Nehaha.

It sounds disgusting right? But actually, its super nice. Like I just keep drinking and I can't get enough of it. Yes. LOL. You shld go to some fruits stall and try it.

Peiyi kept saying it looks like chilli bits inside the drink, but look, its strawberry. No chilli. LOL.

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Mummy told me we could check our results on the portal and I think I totally screw up.

So look woman, you need to effing buck on your studies and stop fooling around.

You think you have all the time in the world? Keep lazing around like some mad bitch.

Think again!

You gotta start mugging like a cow or otherwise you will flunk your A's. FLUNK FLUNK FLUNK IT.

I have decided to mug like a cow from now on. No more lazing around like no tmrw, no more temptations to go out and then slack at malls and not doing anything. No more hogging the TV and what not. I am going to burn burn burn the midnight oil and cramp all the notes inside my pathetic brain. I will and I must pull my socks up.

Screw you, velencia. You need to wake up from your oh-so-sweet dream and stop thinking that life is all rosy.

You need to study for your A's. And saying you will study doesn't mean anything.

You need to fucking show it. Rawr.

I shall ace my JCTs and then prove to all you out there I can do it.

p.s I am bummed.

2009-04-15T11:54:00.003+08:00

Everything's wrong.

Current Mood : Irritated.

Sup? So I wanted to blog like really really long and a really nice post.But things just get in my effing way.

The computer that I am using right now just keeps popping up and giving me this stupid certificate shit thing and I keep have to press "yes please proceed" button before it finally shuts the fuck up and lets me blog. *pouts*.
Like hello? Please stop it with your shit and let me blog. Argh.
And I can't use my beloved handphone to blog anymore, because I think judging at the amount of times I go online, I am going to burst my credits lah. Whatever, whatever. I am going to top up like soon and then I will go online again using my cellphone, not bothering about this effed up computer.

Haha, I brought my sexay camera today.
Its "Pets Fever" today whereby some students brought their pets to school. Super cute I tell you, you'll see when I show you the dogs. I shall upload the pictures soon.
Then today is the 2nd match against HCI at some place. *rolls eyes*.
And I am leaving school early. Hahs. Excused from lessons.
Yeah, so with my sexay camera, I'll probably be snapping & snapping pictures. So stay tuned for my next update alright? I can't promise when it'll be, but I can say its soon.

p.s If any kind soul knows how to sign up for a haloscan account with the new js-kit system that is so fucked up, and I totally don't know how to register for one account, please leave me a comment at my comment page or email me at groovingurlz@hotmail.com. Thanks alot, love.

Wahlau, so long already. Still no apology, then I guess you better pray for yourselves and for the better of your lives, suckers.

2009-04-13T18:31:00.000+08:00

Ohmygosh. I can actually blog with my phone. Hah.

I need nice chocolates. Cramping really bad right now. Shall update more using my phone. Cool!

2009-04-13T11:22:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I am having bad cramps now. I will post really fast, basically, I need a fluffy pillow, a hot water bottle & some chocolates to make my day. I am suffering from bad blues (not monday blues). Why? 'Cus these blues never seem to go away. Shit.

Everywhere is down, everywhere is aching.
But I know there are people who love me. Hahs (:
Biggie thanks to those who questioned about my pathetic state. I love you.

And And.. Good luck to TJC soccer guys. Crush TPJC aight? You can do it. Its do or die, babys.
Ah, I can't take it. Off to bang my head against the wall.
Stupid cramps, you suck balls.

Bye.

p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARLING ! (:

its funny to see how you losers behave. pure entertainment, i love it.

2009-04-12T16:50:00.003+08:00

Dear ___ ...

Its funny how you hadn't bothered to question who I was actually referring to, and then you assumed its you & came to bother my life with your insults on my personal things.
And then I felt guilty that this affected you, and so did what was necessary, apologising in public & deleting what needed to be cancelled.
And guess what? You had the guts to come and comment and insult me, but your guts left you when you just had to say a simple sorry?

Appreciate your friend because she even had to do the cleaning up for you. Thats displayed the true meaning of friendship, and I appreciate your apology, namira. (:
But where are those people hiding behind the computers & not showing up?
I am telling you right now, I will wait for your apology. And until I see what should be done, this matter won't rest.
Something small could be resolved if you could have just done things properly, like your friend did.

Really, I am waiting.

p.s And thanks to my darlings. I am fine, who ever said I was bothered? HAHAHA.