Schizophrenic.

Current Mood : Bored & fucked up.





Sorry I haven't been regularly posting as I had promised, been busy & like totally no mood to blog and all that. I think I am suffering from symptoms of schizophrenia (精神分裂症) OR in other words, mental breakdown.
Been stressing like mad & gosh, I need space to vent it all out. I need people to cry out to. I need to stuff myself with loads of food.
I need sushi, anyone wanna eat sushi with me?
My diet isn't going to work anymore.

Nothing much happened during the days I was gone, basically I was a no-lifer. School, home, school, home. And I see nothing but four walls all day. *pouts

Oh and I don't understand how sometimes guys in friendster can be oh-so-despo. Its clear enough that I state that I do not reply messages from people idk, but still they spam your inbox like there's no tmrw. AND to make things more hilarious, they even PRETEND they know you, like he's your long lost friend or something. One funny fact is that they are about 20+ or in army or something. I seriously agree that army guys are desperate sometimes, you face guys 24/7, of cus you'll be deprived lah! My dear, you need to work on your creativity.

One Example :
Hi, mind giving me your msn? We can chat easier there than here.

I was laughing my ass off. Firstly, if you're going to MIA friendster, then why are you even so active to check whether I reply your msgs or not? Look, dude. Go MIA please, it'll do the world some good. And secondly, if you think giving msn is easier to chat, think again. Use your brains & think. Isn't the phone better? But nehaha, I am not giving you any numbers.
Guys these days.

TJC is competing against MJC later on! :D
We're going to beat you straight down.
TJC WOOSH!
Shall update more about the match later on, when I finally snap some pictures & I watch the match. Haha! Stay tuned.

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Now for another quiz that I've been tagged to do. Really, me & quizzes. Its an unspeakable bond.

100 truths

1. Real name - I am not answering that.
2. Nickname - Its written in my profile. Go read it.
3. Star Sign - Scorpio.
4. Male or Female - Female.
5. Primary School - Why do you need to know?
6. Secondary School - As I mentioned earlier.
7. JC/Poly - JC.
8. Hair Colour - Brown, abit natural highlight.
9. Long or Short - Long.
10. Loud or Quiet - Loud.
11. Sweats or Jeans - Neither, I will die of heat.
12. Phone or Camera - Both, I need both.
13. Health Freak - Can be considered.
14. Drink or Smoke - None.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? - You have no right to know.
16. Eat or Drink - Both, or I'll be dead.
17. Piercings - Normal piercings?
18. Tattoos - Do you have one?

HAVE YOU EVER...

19. Been on an aeroplane? - Duh.
20. Been in a relationship? - Yeah.
21. Been in a car accident? - Stupid question.
22. Been in a fist fight? - If you count bullying my brother as a fist fight.

FIRSTS

23. First piercing - Sec 1.
24. First Best Friend - Dawn, idk where is she now.
25. First Award - Some stupid camp in p5.
26. First Crush - Jyaan. That sucker. LOL.
27. First Vacation - Bali.

LASTS

28. Last person you talked to - Shi Fei.
29. Last person you texted - Pearlyn
30. Last person(s) you watched movie with - Jaclyn Sister.
31. Last Food you ate - Prawn Mee.
32. Last movie you watched - I can't remember. Its been eons ago.
33. Last song you listened to - Regret.
34. Last thing you bought - Food.
35. Last person you hugged - My brother.

FAVOURITES

36. Food - Japanese food in general.
37. Drinks - Anything thats non gassy.
38. Clothing - Things that don't cover me up too much.
39. Books - Are you crazy?
40. Songs - Anything except metal .
41. Flower - Anything I guess.
42. Colours - Black, white, pink, red, grey.
43. Movies - I don't like chim & lousy storyline movies.
44. Phrase - Hey, Sup?
45. Subjects - What the fuck are you asking?

IN 2008, I ...

46. Kissed in the snow [ ]
47. Celebrated Halloween [ ]
48. Had your heart broken [X]
49. Went over the minutes on your cell phone [X]
50. Someone questioned your sexual orientation [ ]
51. Came out of the closet [X]
52. Gotten pregnant [ ]
53. Had an abortion [ ]
54. Done Something you've regretted [X]
55. Broke a promise [X]
56. Hid a secret [X]
57. Pretended to be happy [X]
58. Met someone who changed your life [X]
59. Pretended to be sick [X]
60. Left the country [X]
61. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and you liked it [X]
62. Cried over the silliest thing [X]
63. Ran a mile [X]
64. Went to the beach with your best friend(s) [X]
65. Stay single the whole year [ ]

CURRENTLY

66. Eating - Nothing.
67. Drinking - Pink Dolphin.
68. I am about ton - What the hell?
69. Listening to - Random playlist.
70. Plans for tomorrow - School, and then more school.
71. Waiting for - no tomorrow.

YOUR FUTURE

72. Want kids? - Yeah.
73. Want to get married? - Yeah.
74. Careers in mind? - Event planner, music DJ, fashion designer/sourcer, magazine editor.

WHICH IS BETTER IN A GUY?

75. Lips or eyes - Eyes.
76. Shorter or taller - Taller.
77. Romantic or spontaneous - Romantic.
78. Nice stomach or nice arms - Both, I want both.
79. Sensitive or loud - A balance of two.
80. Hook-up or relationship - It depends?
81. Trouble maker or hesitant - A balance, I need a bad boy & a good boy.

HAVE YOU EVER (II) ...

82. Lost glasses/contacts - Never.
83. Ran away from home - Almost wanted to.
84. Hold a gun/knife for self defense - No, stupid.
85. Killed somebody - If I did, I would have been in jail, fucker.
86. Broken someone's heart - Yeah, duh.
87. Been arrested - Nope
88. Cried when someone died - Yeah, My cousin.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN..

89. Yourself - Yes.
90. Miracles - Yes.
91. Love at first sight - Depends.
92. Heaven - Duh.
93. Santa Claus - For fantasy sake?
94. Sex on the first date - Hell no. I would have slapped him.
95. Kiss on the first date - Yeah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

96. Is there one person you wanna be with right now? - None of your business.
97. Are you happy with your life now? - Kinda? And maybe not.
98. Do you believe in God? - Yeah, definitely.
99. What are you looking for now? - My prince charming.
100. This is the 100th and the last? - Duh. Read the question number, sucker.

Now tag 10 people to do this :
I'll spare you guys the agony, do it at your own will.