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Velencia Amanda
Turning 19
I am emotionally weak and have a complicated mind. "If Life was a game, then you are its prize."
Attached to Marcus PZY♥
8 Months & Counting
9:18 AM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Relationship-phobic.
Current Mood : Depressed.
Dear diary,
I haven't been in the best of moods lately, I think everything's fucked up. Don't ask me why, idk either. Everything's just wrong, like super wrong in my life & I hate it. I can't wait to get out of this phase or best, escape from reality. Has been quite a bitch, spoiling all the fun in my life. And now, I am left here alone, thinking of what's next. And then, I realised I just ruined everything, under my own hands. How clever, velencia. I also realised that I am alone here. Once, I was thinking & stoning in bed & then I scrolled through things & hell yes, there's nobody, nobody actually who understands and is there for me. What the hell, really. I get so depressed, that soon enough I am going to be mentally unstable. I don't want to, I am already affected enough.
All I want is some nice person who's willing to stay by me through all the times. But that person doesn't exist in this world. Nobody does. Fuck, I am so sick of blogging already.
