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Current Mood : Reflective



Sup, earthlings?

Its Good Friday, and hence time to be reflective. God died for us on the cross and hence, why is the world becoming not what he expects it to be? Does that mean his efforts are futile? Look at the world nowadays, the more I see it, the more disgusting I feel it to be. Its shameful for me to even say that I am part of this world.

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I woke up early today, skipped breakfast. I wanted to make myself a nice breakfast, with two peanut butter toasts & hot dogs, but then Mummy reminded me I had to fast (or diet) today. And then I thought about the animal video I watched last week, about me wanting to be vegetarian. Shit, I really really am trying to be vegetarian.

Headed over to church @ like 10, and it was crowded. How crowded you may ask? Its so bad till you are practically standing shoulder to shoulder. Yes, I was so afraid I might faint, I fainted two years ago on the same occasion I think, same church some more.
I cried during mass when the priest was sharing his homily. Idk why, I just cried. It really was sad. Sometimes, I feel like I am a rebel from church, that I totally don't follow what the church preaches. But I try to come back, and I hope thats enough.
I didn't see Joey even though we arranged to meet. LOL.

Came back home and had the whole house to myself. Ate mixed rice, almost ate the meat because I ordered luncheon meat. But I think God was working miracles, the man gave me all potatoes and only ONE CUBE of meat. So obviously, I avoided the meat, and didn't eat meat at all today ! (:
My parents brought my maid back to the agency, apparently we're changing new maid. I feel bad, I don't hate my new maid. I think she's nice okay. And its Good Friday, so it makes no sense for us to do this today. Ah whatever. The new maid's here & I can't do anything much. But the new maid's cool, she can speak Chinese ! So I don't have to struggle with the communication part. Awesome.

Well, thats about it. I am off to being reflective and all today, all relaxed and chilling around. Its Good Friday, time to think about your lives.
You should start reflecting too, and please don't eat meat.
Alright, goodbye.