Life = Paradox

What is a paradox you might ask?
It actually means putting two words that mean the opposite meaning together. For example : Pretty Ugly. BUT the two words actually mean ONE meaning. Yes, thats the meaning of paradox.
Don't you feel like life is like that too? Like things of opposite directions just happen at the same time & it leaves you completely clueless. Don't tell me you don't feel the same way too, because everybody does. And if you don't experience it at some point in your life, you need a reality check. Idk what to do with my life, idk where to pick up the effing loose ends where I left it. Everything's freaking stagnant, maybe I'll just leave it as it is. Or maybe I grew up & I start to think alot of things. People say when you grow old, you start to think. I totally agree on that.

Boys are like buses.
When you wish for one of them to appear like a knight in shining armour in your life, you just can't seem to find any no matter how hard you try. No matter how hard you stick your chest & butt out for all it's worth, you just can't get them.
BUT when you suddenly get tired of them & wish that none of them will come and interfere with your private life anymore, boys will then come as a group & start messing up your life when you alrdy settled down in your serenity.
You see? This is alrdy a perfect example of a paradox.

I am so sick of it all.
I am tired.
I give up.