I'd hoped...

Current Mood : Effed-up

Sup? I am super bored & like not in the effing mood to do anything. Idk why either, don't ask me. Nope, I am not pmsing. I don't think I am pmsing. My head's spinning & I feel lethargic. Can't be bothered to like do anything single shit.
Supposed to like go to Bedok library & return my dued library books but heck, I am too lazy to get out of my house. In fact, I am too lazy to even move out of my bed. Damn.
My leg's not healed & its still sore plus red. Idk how I will regain top form now that competition is nearing. Thank God my MC ends this week & I'll probably resume training soon.
Sorry you guys.

I think I have been pretty angsty lately, like irritated over the slightest things. And this probably affects those around me. I seriously don't know why, Idk why things turn out this way.
But life hasn't been going smoothly.
Not just my life, but those around me. And as a fren, I am definitely concerned.
Help! D:
Luckily Jyaan's there to like make me laugh. He's seriously funny, like not jokingly funny, but sarcastically funny. Not to mention his ego, but I can't help laughing. Yesyes, I love you jyaan. LOL. (be honoured you're mentioned, dude).
Badron's been feeling all upset lately and he just won't tell me why. I shan't probe but still, you can't help worrying there.
And then, there's nigel. Okay, I shan't talk about it. The more I think about it, the more pissed & upset I am.
Look, I am concerned here.
You aren't the person I once knew.
Everything won't go your way, who was the one who told me to face things strong?
And now you're drowning yourself in sorrow.
Will despair solve the shit you're in?
Idk why I should be overly-concerned.
But I wan the old nigel back. Find him back for me at least.

Rah. I have no mood to blog either.
Thank God I get to go out, its the weekend.
I need a breather.
Exams are over & I am so effed up. Its super ironic, talk about the irony of life.
Shermin dearie asked me out today actually, wanted to go out with her & then suddenly she tell me she can't make it. And now, I am stuck at home *pouts.
I am so bored online, so bored doing EVERYTHING.

Fk, I need a counsellor.