I don't wish to think about it, I don't wish to talk about it.
Lets just leave it as it is. Its hurting me inside out, more like raping me inside out.
But I can still go on, I believe I can still go on.
I closed my eyes and wish that you would take my hand and take one step.
Hold me close and keep your eyes locked on mine.
But wishing alone wouldn't hurt, would it? :\

Thanks to my dearies who comforted me♥
Ya-da Ya-da, I shall talk about what happened from monday to yesterday.

Monday
Go out with fiona jiejie♥.
Okay, so woke up around 10 plus. So read some Othello notes. Left the house at around 1 plus, then went to find fiona jiejie at bugis. Went shop around bugis street bought one grey cardigan for like just 10bucks. Felt like extending my hair also, put some pink extensions, but then in the end also didn't put. I talked to him v.pekchek ._.
So anw, we shopped around bugis junction. Jiejie bought some drawer from muji. Lols. Then walked around to shop for stuff, she wanted to buy like adidas colored socks for th beijing trip. I was like wtfxzxz.
Me: You seriously wanna buy th adidas socks? You gt money meh?
Fiona : Yeah, I want the adidas ones.
Me : Normal colored socks cannot meh? Both same same what. Got color, then they are both socks.
Fiona : Adidas nicer ma. Branded.
Me : What the hell *rolls eyes*
Fiona : *walks off happily*

Its like wth. LOL. Jie, don't kill me if you see your conversation here. I don't wanna die young. :D I seriously don't get it why ppl desire for branded goods. Its just a label, all in all, you feel th same in that same type of material right?
So anw, I bought donuts from Jcole, bought like 6 donuts for my family. I owed them th donuts then until now buy for them. But I think they liked it anw.
Jiejie drove us to Marina Barrage there, go there see abit scenery, I abit sian diao :x
Took some scenery pictures, but I can't seem to upload them. I will try again and again. Stupid cable, sucks like shyt. Followed jiejie to her house dabao porridge for her dad, then went to grandma's with her. Ate fish soup over there, slacked and use com. Then, jiejie was v.nice, she drove me to vivocity and we sat at the rooftop there eat ben & jerry's. It was like about 10 that time. I talked to her about my life, abt how upset I am. And we shared alot of things. I love you la jiejie♥. Mus go out again sometime :D
Then around 10.30, she drove me home. Reached home, almost tio scolded. Wtfxzxz.

Tuesday
Woke up late, I just couldn't wake up la. Sick sick sick, SICK ): zzz
Wasn't in a good mood, then don't feel good.
I am sick all over.

Wednesday
Woke up late again. I have been sleeping so much, but somehow, I can't wake up. Idk whats wrong with my body, or something's affecting me or whatever. Sick sick sick. Woke up at like 10 plus 11am. Mummy was like super irritated that I wake up so late. I didn't bother to study in the morning, so Mummy brought me out to Parkway Parade. I was like why not? I am nt in th right frame of mind to actually stay at home anw. Pei-ed my brother to th arcade. Stupid timezone !$@% Old machines nia lorhs. Waste my time. Topup th stupid card, swipe swipe swipe. Eat my credits but then I couldn't start th game. Daylight robbery or what?._. Talked to th counter girl and she promised a free game. So there, two free games for my brother, who apparently seems lost and didn't knw how to argue with that counter girl. And a word of advice, get your machines changed (:
Ate Jack's place with mummy, suddenly didn't feel like eating. Was nauseous th whole car ride, then see what also feel like vomiting. But still, I ate Ribeye steak. Beef ._.
There wasn't much choice also luhs, so just close eyes and eat th beef. Ahyi came also :D
Shopped around with mummy, didn't see anything appealing maybe because I didn't feel well. Bought one black pumps from Cotton On for the trip. I swear you shld buy stuff from there, super cheap and super comfortable. I swear by their brand :D
Go home study abit, then jitao sleep alrdy. I wasn't really feeling that well.
I slept super early.

Yeah, thats how I spend my day.
Help make my days more busy pls, so that I have absolutely No time for rest.
I need to keep myself busy. For my own good.
Yes, for my own good.

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