okay, rainy season, perfect for emoing and thinking about the nonsensical things happening in your life. the rubbish, the fked up stuff ._.
drinking hot milo and cosying up on my bed, perfect. listening to old jay chou songs, really makes me feel like crying. life seems to be the way the describe it to, all sad and fked up.
i have been a good girl, i have been mugging hard. doing all my assignments. welcome to jc life, girl (:

yes, jc ppl have no life. i need to get a life soon.

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信

牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你

please stop forcing me T.T