im tired, way too tired. 'nuff said.
god help me. really. help me. im warped in a complicated mess.
thats enough.
ive got to stop it once and for all.
something's wrong with me.
be strong, little lady.
you can do it, im sure you can. you are a strong girl and i believe you can.
its a test, a test to prove yourself further. so stretch yourself to the limits.
it might be difficult, but perseverance will at least get you somewhere, give up and you'll end up nowhere. do you want to stay in the dumps?
NO ._.so pull yourself up and stop hurting others. don't go back to where you regretted. its stupid. you done it, you face it. yes im brave enough. i face it. you done it without thinking, so face it without hesitation. its alright if the whole world wants to give you up, as long as you jolly well know your own, god is with you. god wont be with you if you choose to opt out and remain in despair. so I CAN DO THIS. yes im a bad sinner, easily tempted. its hard and it sucks to be a devil's advocate. stop being dumb and tangling yourself into further mess, young lady. untangle yourself. be smart, i doubt i ever was smart enough. next step, get up. prove yourself.
and i think you're on your way. don't be afraid if you stumble and the whole world looks down on you. even if the people you think supports you gave up on you, you still have the ultimatum one, jesus himself. yes you've hurt him, yes you've sinned. and yes, you've been a bad girl. go back, go back to him. just rmb, don't give up on your faith. move on and change. saying doesnt prove anything. doing is much more effective. action speaks louder than words eh. i know its difficult without support, but if your faith is strong enough, im sure you'll pull it thru. i doubt you would wan to see yourself suffering in hell do you? so pull your socks up and you're good to go.
okay. i feel better. buck up and stop being a child of devil. it plain sucks. its going to take you a whole lot of effort and bitterness to go this thru, but once you achieve it on your own with your faith, the proud feeling you get is going to last you for lifetime. aim for that.
