ssshh. time passes so bloody fast, and in a whiff, the june holidays are coming to an end. Im smacking myself for that. I havent been facing reality, in a daze lately seriously. I havent come to terms with the fact that I have to be slogging my guts out even more and mugging my ass off. I wonder if anyone of the sec4s in Singapore has. I think im the rare bunch.someone,slap me.

its hard being a teenager i mus admit. I dun really like the pains of growing up. I am pmsing like nobody's business and the funny thing is I dun even know why. Im being an insane control freak and affecting the people arnd me. What the bloody hell is wrong with me?okie, thats a stupid question. Im particular stressed up, having to worry about growing up, about responsibilities and that extra stress on the upcoming prelims AND olevels. Its not surprising that Im about to burst out of control.

Im currently addicted to playing computer games and I think i got Yirong addicted too. She's complaining that her stubby fingers are too stiff. haha. The thing is dahhling, u've got to train yr fingers. You're older by a year, which means yr fingers are getting stiffer. (:
I dunno what the hell is wrong with me. Someone remind me Its O's this year. I seem to have forgotten this important year and Im gaming my ass off, as usual. *groans*

I love the torch that both Yirong and I have. Its like damn nice, and damn bright. Im glad I spent her sweet 16 with her. Yirong, u owe me one *winks* I watched pirates again and Im once again confessing to the world that Orlando Bloom's hot and no longer *looks around* GAY. i repeat he's straight and he's mine. done.set.
Im still in the holiday mood and frankly speaking, I havent really finish the holiday homework.Im sure I'll fail this O's and you all will pass with flying colours.No doubt about that. My addiction is getting worser. And I have no idea how to cure it. Im in need of desperate help. I need to focus on my studies. Oh god, help me

My life isnt going anywhere. I see jap guy every sat in church with his arms outstretched hugging his girlfren. And there I am watching from afar at a corner, mixed with jealously and envy. I dunno what else to say or think or do. Im going down. Down. Down . Gone.