i dunno whats getting wrong with me, i have gone all emotional and stressed up. and i think i just rant a bit of my frustrations in the "pink" book. im sorry guys. pardon me, but i guessed i just let out the frustrations, especially the ones when u kept calling me "hu li jing". i am so not, and to me, i feel insulted. so i guess i just wrote whatever i felt, im sorry.
the mid years are nearing and i havent really started my revision, here i am getting all worried that i wont be able to cover the sec 3
AND sec4 topicss, especially biology. im going insane. oh no. someone please smack me up, i totally need to wake up right now.
okok, stop being emotional right now,its time i should revert to my old girly self.*beams*
i totally have a craving for cookies and cream smoothie, topped with chocolate cream and hazelnuts. calories i know, but i cant help it. i need chocolate to destress and soothe my feminine soul. (:
ok,i guess i m stuck in a
HUGE love problem. and kings, its not about
SHIM. its about some other person actually. im involved in a huge web, a huge tangle and i dunno how to get myself out of it. damn damn damn. i guess i am the only one whos getting myself involved in such problems, its my destiny, its my fate i guess. not that i chose to want it. POOF.
i totally need retail therapy right now, i m saving money to spend on clothes.i have a whole long list of things i need to buy. but i guess ill take ages to satisfy my craving, im a fashion victim, maybe. i need more shoes and bags, and bottoms. but with the mid years arriving, i think ill be a stay-at-home girly, stuck with the books and wkshts full of subjects i obviously dun like-
MATHS AND SCIENCE.its really
sad that this is the last year in cedar, i totally am gonna miss 4zed, the awesomeness and the nonsensical moments we all enjoy together.i doubt ill ever be able to experience such a thing in the future when life gets tougher and harder. i hate to part with all of us, especially
OUR AWESOME,HOT,RIGHTEOUS,MARVELLOUS,TERRIFIC AND GLAMOUROUS KINGDOM OF KINGS.(((((:I would definitely want a reunion straight after our graduation and Olevels, hopefully everyone can make it, especially dear
UMA. i hope really badly ull stay in spore, work hard to enter rjc ok? for the sake of every king here. (: sorry,i feel like crying right now..
you see, thats life. we have to separate someday. thats the torture of life, separation. why do we have to separate when our bonds are super close? why must life be like that?----
oh dang, im getting emotional again!!?!maybe i should stop rattling, i probably
AM pms-ing right now, with all that feminine hormones in my body and messing up my system, i probably should restrain from pouring out my thoughts. its getting really irritating.
im also afraid and nervous for the upcoming syf. many cultural groups and classical orchestras are not getting the results they deserve and i mean that bloody
SILVER. and look at our handbell? we havent really been practicing as hard as the other groups, for example band, and they didnt get gold. so what do u think we'll get? im hoping for the best and praying not to experience the worst. please, pray for us people. i have dealt enough for the moment.
KAMSAHAMIDA.(is that how u spell it?)signing off,
the king of nonsense(: