sheesh. in another few hours time, we are entering into DOOMSweek, the week when we get our much-much-much-hated results back. well, this doesnt apply to ALL the geniuses i know as well as those i dunno, their results doesnt make a difference anyways.(: so have pity on us all and pls pls DO NOT score well for once, that'll probably save me a life.(:

my long awaiting wish would be for the teachers to mark those bloody scripts and NOT return to us at all. i mean who wants it back?? not me, not you, yeah,probably those geniuses. and i bet they arent ranting and complaining about the wk to come. why is life so unfair?

and furthermore, i have preordered a nice pink coffin, with lace trimming and pink cushions for me to lay and rest in peace when i officially die of shock or get slaughtered to death after receiving the bad news frm tmr onwards. and for all my guests that will be attending my funeral, pls rmb to wear pink in honour of the awesome me as well as bring pink stuff to burn. i'll appreciate that and watch over you from up above. AND i would like someone to bring ALL my "husbands" from all over the world, examples would be draco malfoy, koike teppei etc and bring them to my funeral. i would like them to mourn and look at me, that'll give me a peace of mind. this. i havent written my will, but my things will be donated to charity. yups, thats my final request for now. i'll add in more in time to come. but i hope my coffin will be ready made by now.

sorry. i was being.. so.. prepared, you see. thanks to the excessive mugging i've had that resulted in my brain cells dying. AND furthermore, i m suffering from nervous breakdown, having to anxiously wait for the results to come. AND the thought of having myself grounded if i fail exam after exam, which of cuz is a daily occurrence to me, but a huge and gigantic shock to my family. look at the consequences. tmr decides my holidays. i'll definitely commit suicide. failure failure failure. my destiny is sealed and confirmed. thank u very much for hearing my final speech before i make my departure.

and to ALL those supporting me out there, im sorry. i have becomed an insane psycho freak due to OVER-mugging, excessive slacking and rotting AND complete nervous breakdown.dun worry,i'll watch over you. send me offerings.((: