i shall blog about ytd night then since i didnt do much today. i was rotting at home, eat, sleep and play com. sheesh.i would have gained like 2 or 3 kg today already.

i went to church with mummy ytd. the same 3 guys were there. i have no idea why they kept staring.i just felt like going up to them and sticking singapore stamps on their eyes. ugh. then, i spotted jap guy standing near the door. i couldnt really see him that clearly cuz he's SHORT.hahaha!!!(: but still, finally he changed his dressing and style. wore all white that day. hotness.i m swooning. things went the way i wanted it to. whilst taking holy communion, haha. i purposely walked past jap guy. oh my gosh. hotness. i shld be careful instead. someone's trying to steal him from me. hrmpft.*pouts*

then after mass, mummy brought me and ben to tampines mall for shopping, my favourite activity. grandma and aunt was late. so we went up to the food court to reserve seats. i was smsing someone and these boy opp my table kept looking at me. whats wrong man? do i look like an alien or what? i keep getting stares. i've had it, enough.i wasnt really in the mood cuz i have no idea whether i m just there to accompany my brother to get his bday presents or what. and come to think of it, i have to save up for his bday present. oh gosh. i m really financially unstable right now. then i was eating jap food and we sat at two different tables when obviously we could all squeeze into one. i just had no idea what the adults were thinking. i had lost my pride. tsk.

we had dinner and everyone took a super long time to finish eating. so mummy brought ben to the toys store to get his presents and he seem to take ages to choose a toy. furthermore, he had to choose like 4 or 5. so it didnt just took ages, it took forever. so i asked grandma to follow me to espirit. they had this discount thing and i was desperately hooked onto this pair of slim fit jeans. its so cool!!!and it isnt normal denim colour. but it was like around a hundred bucks and i was begging mummy to get it. but sad to say, she didnt cuz i had like more than 10 pairs of jeans at home. i shld give away those i dun want and dun wear anymore, that way, i can start accumulating more levi's and more espirit jeans. yeps.(: so i decided no clothes, more accessories. so i pulled grandma to 77th street to get my favourite huge sunglasses.(: haha. i got it and its real nice. the retro sunglasses thats the trend right now. haha. i m definitely gonna treasure it, thanks grandma (: and grandma bought my cuz her hairband like thing. we both do love grandma (: and i saw albert from star idol there. he kept staring at me and i kept staring back.there were so much eye contact. i dunno how to describe. he really does look cute in real life. i think i might even start having a crush on him. oh gosh. he was wearing portugal jersey (which by the way is my favourite team) and some cargo thingy with a cap. hotness. his eyes squint squint, cuteness.haha. i m drooling over him right now. SYAFIQAH, TAKE DOWN. ALBERT WILL BE ON MY GUYS LIST.haha. then after buying the sunglasses, ben bought his presents already. then mummy insisted going to isetan. i have no idea why isetan, metro and all the other departmental stores are good. they have no nice clothes except brands like mango..etc.shameless. yeah. so we walked around and then there was this fox brand sale. haha.i love fox and i have a sleeveless tee from there, the natural born stylish one. it really rocks. so i was busy digging my favourite tee and i was holding like dunno how many of it. haha. (: but when i tried, i realised some of them didnt really fit me. so i didnt take. and those i liked didnt have my size. but still, in the end i got a polo tee, a lacy shirt and another shirt with the print "oh you pretty thing" haha.i found the words cute. haiz. thats all i got from that so called retail therapy of mine.

i still wanna go shopping with may nxt sun during children's lit. that is if i have enough money. and come to think of it, i still have to get my brother a present. someone, just smack me in the face. how am i suppose to get enough money for my own shopping then? with his bionicles, i wouldnt have a single cent left. i really need to get smacked.