i m in a terrible bad mood today. i sort of quarrelled with kai. i have no idea whats his problem. he suddenly just. *sighs* i really dunno. guys can never be trusted. i have no idea what i did wrong. i cant stand it. i was so happy and then,he.. UGH. screw him.

i m stuck at home mugging hmwk and practicing piano for tmr's exam. my life is nothing but cooped up at home. facing those four walls, always having a date with that damn computer. suddenly, my life revolves around this blog of mine.its a holiday and i m stuck here.i bet others would feel that way too. but in addition to my huge quarrel with kai, my mood can never be worser. *pouts*

i m tired of seeing the same old thing, turning around only to see the same four walls. i need to be free. my appetite has gone worser. things become darker and nothing seem to appease me. nope, i m definitely NOT pmsing. life holds no meaning right now.

i wanna go out, have fun and be free. DESPERATELY.

i m a total anti social and a total possessive girl. whats happening to me? someone enlighten me. whats wrong with kai? i dunno.i really dunno.i have given up on everything. i m glued to the seat thats right in front of the computer.i m tired of running around in my life. i want everything to end right now. end painlessly, without any regrets.i m going, going, going, and gone.