fridays arent suppose to be the worst day of the wk, or month or even year. but today, A FRIDAY has been by far the worst and the most freakish friday i've ever encounter in my precious life. well, except that i am in an exceptionally good mood right now, thanks to dear kai (: 12 more days to go.(:

i was nervous and worrying about my piano exam. i brought my aural notes, scales bk and piano bk to read and try to memorise some terms. and to think i got even more panicky. i was about to breakdown. i wasnt myself and sorry to those ppl who were around me.SORRY SORRY SORRY!!anyways, time passed really fast. and i wasnt really paying attention to the lessons before the time i was set to leave. i was in a dazed state, oblivious to the surroundings and poor hui juan had to survive my torturing. thanks dear partner(: thank god there isnt much hmwk.i have to hurry finish up my amaths hmwk. shit.

then, i hurried home after reading. and yirong accompanied me to the general office.thanks dear yirong!!! (: I LOVE TAN YIRONG.(: <333 i was hurrying home to change to my house tee. i absolutely hated wearing my sch blouse to emmanuel. and i ate lasagne for lunch, i was starving despite stuffing my stomach with a bowl of fishball noodles just now during recess.oops. hehs. i was so nervous and i had to practice once on my piano, go thru the 3 songs. so i hurried to emmanuel after that so that i had an hr to practice before the exam. i was practicising like mad and time seem to be racing ahead of me. i apparently didnt have the chance to practise more and there i was, sitting on the waiting seat awaiting my doom...

the examiner was a nice british man. and thank THE OH SO GREAT GOD.(: for giving me a nice examiner.he smiles all the time and i m sure he wasnt strict, at least i hoped so. i started scales first. and i screw everything.my fingers seem to be all haywire and i had to make a few 2nd attempts.that goes my hope of getting a merit. but i was pleasantly satisfied with my songs. at least i didnt screw up much, and i did some emotion and i did play the way i did with tcher ann. all i have to do is to wish that the examiner likes it and gives me high marks for my GREAT performance.haha. i wish.. then we had sight reading and THE ALMIGHTY GOD (: answered my prayers again!! i had this really easy sight reading piece but its my fault.i screwed it up.but still, i m proud i survived it. i dun really care about the marks anymore. all i m happy about is that i have this piece of good memory with me, that is always with me. (: and i m glad my mom and family and tcher ann are all supporting me even if i fail.i m happy. (: and i m glad my aural improved.i managed to give quick answers and i dun care if i m wrong. my moment in that exam studio is nice and i m going to cherish it. i m mentally prepared for failure. yupyup.

kai is so sweet. (: i m melting..

ok anyways,i m relieved everything's over.i m glad things arent turning out the way i want it to, but still, god has made this moment cherishable for me. thats why its a freaky friday. i m bored. i cant wait for the nxt 12 days.After these 12 days, then i can contact kai.hurry make these 12 days go faster.someone, save me..