i m terribly bored. my family has turn to shreds. everyone's separating and distancing themselves frm one another. my family is hellish. its full of quarreling sessions. i m terribly tired and sick of seeing my parents and brother.my brother got a really bad caning time from my mother, i bet his legs are all stained with cane marks. served him right.

i saw jack ytd during tuition. i have no idea where calvin was, he didnt come. i think he probably postponed his lesson to today instead. what the. i have a feeling he is deliberately trying to avoid maths tuition. jack was so stupid today. he was made to do a paper and apparently he had forgotten all about functions.haha.mrs low was so frustrated. poor little thing (:

i m in love with the show,ge dou tian wang. i think it absolutely rocks.the song and the stunts, marvellous. haha. and not to forget the GUYS TOO. (: i m having fun watching the other episode on youtube.thank god for the person who uploaded the episodes, they totally rocked. that way i wont have to anticipate the upcoming episodes.anticipating them is a torture to my soul. ugh.

i m terribly upset with my life. tests and exams and stress. and beneath me, depression. i wanna cry at the sight of my parents fighting and on the verge of separation. can someone tell me why is that so? why has my family turned into a broken one? i dun want my parents to separate, i dun want to suffer a broken family, i dun want to lose the happy moments i had with them.i really dun want. *breaks down and cry*

i m afraid of the world out there. i m hurt that this is happening. i m disappointed at the life i'm living. i m dying...