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3:10 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
yes. i am pissed. by my own family. the torture and suffering. i have come to realise my home is the only place i sleep in. nothing more. no freedom...control and power is wad my family is having the most. authority abuse. words like "i am yr mother" is constantly stinging my ear. i hate it. end it all. i have tried not to b rebellious. what can i do? when things go beyond what i can comprehend, when things go beyond my limit, when i am no longer considered a person but a thing that is labelled. i do not belong to u . no more. i am free and i hope to be. 21 yrs old is a good age."..for yr own good" is yr usual xcuse. pls come up with something better. compare yrself with others. u suck. terribly. i've had it. xcuses . plenty.shut yr mouth and stop being a pain in the neck. its not worth it. it goes in and comes out. worthless. so learn from others. shut up. its good for u.obsession is scary. its my first time too. to this boy when mr puberty worked wonders on him. how could this be? from scrawny to hot. thats so weird. the smile that captured hearts of thousands. i cant stand it no more. these two words are printed on my face "go for it". fate is asking me to go ahead and find all his particulars. i am gonna do it. dun look down on me. i can.its not really obsession. mayb it is. the urge to see his face everyday?the urge to scroon at his pict? yes. its is confirmed. i love it. my reptutation. the ultimate fan.i rock. i like my attitude. i love showing faces at my parents. learn. dun let them have their way. its like listening blindly. we have our own views. our own lives. control and demand. thats me. take it or leave it.
